Crashed right into you

Emotions

"Shawn Peter Raul Mendes I don't think I tell you this enough, I love you." I said while still laying my head on his shoulder. "I love you to Anna." Said Shawn while running his hand down my hair. "No like I mean I LOVE YOU you are like a gift from God." I said in a serious tone. Shawn chuckled. "Anna what did I say about fangirling." Said Shawn. "What do you mean! I wasn't fangirling! This is what you get from dating a fan." I said jokily. "Fine then I guess we have to break up." Said Shawn jokingly. "Oh no! Who's breaking up?" Asked Camilla as she walked in the hallway. I rolled my eyes but Shawn didn't seem to care. "Shit my boyfriend has feelings for his best friend." I thought to myself. "No one!" I said trying to stay calm.     "Anna! Get rid of your attitude." Shawn quietly yelled. "Shawn it's fine." Said Camilla. This was the only time I liked her. "No it's not! Anna if you can't respect my best friend then we can't date. You need to get your act together." Shawn quietly yelled." I stood up and threw my hands up in frustration. "Okay you no what fine I'll just leave you to alone." I said while running into the bathroom.  I kicked open one of the stalls of the nicely decorated bathroom.  I locked the door and sat on the toilet. These toilets had toilet seats. I leaned my head against the wall. I tried so hard not to cry but tears started streaming down my face. I looked at the ring Shawn gave me and let my tears drip on it. I felt like I was in there for five minutes but two minutes later Shawn came into the bathroom ,yes the girls bathroom, looking for me. "Anna where are you." Said Shawn while looking for feet under the stalls. "I found you. Now please unlock the door so I can talk to you. "Nope." I said while sniffling. "Shit I guess I'm coming under!" Said Shawn. "Wait no! I'm going to the bathroom!" I said jokingly while getting up to unlock the door. "Anna I'm sorry. I just get the sense that your jealous of my best friend." Said Shawn. I laughed. "Sounds like you." I said. "What do you mean sounds like me?" Shawn kind of harshly asked. "Well I mean you did get jealous of Brian." I said while walking out of the stall and out the bathroom door. Shawn quickly grabs my hand. "We need to leave before we get into this huge fight. Go wait outside while I say goodbye to everyone." Said Shawn trying to stay calm.  I went outside and sat on a little black bench that was in front of the building. I just looked up at the stars that were barley visible because of the lights from the city. I waited five minuets and then Shawn came outside. "We are going to stay here for a few days in a hotel. Before we laughed I packed us a suit case." Said Shawn while sitting down beside me on the bench. "Shawn you don't seem to like me much today." I said not looking into his eyes. "Yeah because I love you." Said Shawn sounding confused. "Well your not showing it much today. Do you realize that every since we started dating all we do is argue." I said. "I never thought about it but your right." Said Shawn kind of feeling bad. "Don't feel bad Shawn it's neither of out faults. It's just that we are two very emotional people and on top of it I am sensitive." I said finally looking into his eyes. "And your point is?" Shawn asked nicely. "My point is that we just started dating so we don't know how to approach each other when we are feeling some sort of way or when a problem arises. We both have different ways that we should approach each other. If we approach each other in the wrong way then an argument is obviously going to quickly escalate." I said. "Wow Anna." Said Shawn. "What?" I asked shyly. "You think a lot I can tell. You also use great words. You sounded so mature there. It's like I just heard a whole different side of you." Said Shawn as the limo pulled up outside the building. "Yeah so?" I said questioningly. "You would be great at song writing." Said Shawn while sitting in the limo. I sat down next to him and the limo driver shut the door. "This is going to be an hour ride." Said the driver. "Omg I have an idea!" Shawn shouted. "What's the idea?" I Asked curiously. "Me and you are going to write a song! It will really impress Andy!" Shawn said excitedly. "I've written poetry before but not song." I said. "That's okay!" Shawn side while taking his phone out from his pocket. "Okay give me some topics." Said Shawn.  "Ummm." I said thinking. "None of them are bad trust me just name the things that come to mind." Said Shawn while looking me in the eyes. "Love." I said. "Life" I listed. "Faith." I said starting to get frustrated with my brain. "Emotion." I said. "That's it! That's the one we are going to use. We are going to write your song about our emotions." Said Shawn. His face was full of happiness. He had the biggest smile on his face. I smiled the biggest smile I have ever smiled while sitting in that limo. "Shawn, words can't describe how much you make me happy." I said while leaning into him and yawning. "Close your eyes baby girl. I'll wake you up when we get to the hotel." Said Shawn while I fell asleep on him.