Acknowledge Me

Kim

***Kim in the media***

"Everyone keeps telling me that time heals all wounds, but no one can tell me what I'm supposed to do right now" -Nina Guilbeau

You might think of me as a grimy ass bitch but hey I'm just playing the hand I was dealt. Hell I didn't come from a two-parent home. I came from a crack-addicted mother that got off on selling my body for hits while joining in on the action.
I remember the first time that shit happened to me. I was 13 years old, chillin in my room I shared with my baby sister Kamaya when Kelly, our egg donor, came busting down the door begging for money.
At that point, Toya's Mama, Miss Tanya was letting me earn a couple extra dollars in her shop. Had it not been for Miss Tanya's beauty salon there would have been many a nights me and Kamaya went hungry. Kelly was so strung out that any money she brought in the house was quickly spent to support her nasty habit.
Unfortunately for me that particular night I had spent what little money I had to feed my baby sister and buy her some new shoes from Walmart because the pair she had were worn down to the soles.
I guess me not having the money set her off because Kelly left and soon came back with three men in tow.
I can't quite recall how the exchange came about but I do vividly remember being sprawled out on Kelly's bed while one man force-fed me his dick, another stood on the side jerking his dick while the other was tearing the lining out of my young virgin pussy.
I guess the sight of three grown ass men violating her prepubescent daughter turned Kelly on because not long after she joined in sucking on my clit. I writhed, I clawed and tried to fight cumming but I couldn't stop my body from reacting.
Kelly and those men raped me for 3 hours straight in every hole and every position. I went from a virgin little girl to a seasoned whore in a matter of hours and I was never the same.
As I curled up in the fetal position, hazily watching my mother get high off the supply she stole my innocence for, every part of who I was broke and in place was a heartless animal.
From that day to this one it has been a kill-or-be-killed mentality for me. I don't let nobody take shit from me, which is why I can't stand that bitch Toya.
Me and Toya used to genuinely be cool but that's until I realized she was a fake bitch just like everybody else. Everybody wants to believe that Toya is so innocent and green. Shit even she had me fooled for a little while but not anymore, not since she's stole Knowledge right from under my nose.
You see before Knowledge's sexy ass even peeped Toya I had a thing for him. Knowledge used to be a real hot boy out in these streets. Even after Knowledge got out of the game following his older brother, Haseem's, passing he still had respect in the streets. Not to mention his pockets were laced which  is a must for a bitch like me because I can't deal with no broke ass niggas.
Back then Knowledge had dreads to compliment that sexy goatee I just wanted to drench with my pussy juices, along with those piercing grey eyes that could see past a bitch's soul and that dark baby smooth skin. When I say Knowledge is fine from head to toe, baybeeeeehhhh, I'm not lying. The nigga even got the nerve to have a sexy ass walk. Like this nigga really walks like he got a big dick. If the streets and Toya are anything to go by my suspicions are completely accurate. That's beside the point though.
My point is, prior to Knowledge even approaching Toya I had told her all about him and when he came to the game and was trying to holla at her I let her know that I wanted him.
Toya told me I could have him and I believed her because before then Toya had never been on no slick shit. However, months down the line I find out this dirty bitch was in a full-blown relationship with Knowledge.
I was hot because I told that bitch he was mine and she went behind my back anyway.
I tried to put this pussy on Knowledge but he is so far gone up Toya's stuck-up ass that he won't give me no type of play. It's okay though because I got something for both of their asses. Trust and believe, Kimani Tapri Jones always gets her way.