#04: Malas nga ba?

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Xiarra's POV

Buset naman oh!!! Haist! Kung minamalas ka nga naman!!

Inis na inis akong sumisipa-sipa dito sa parking lot ng mall na parang batang inagawan ng candy...

Ano bang kasalanan ang ginawa ko para maging ganito???? Huhuhu

Naiiyak na ako sa totoo lang... tuwing maalala ko yung text message na nareceive ko kanina matapos kong mamili...

*Flashback*

Kalalabas ko lang ng mall...

At...

Inis na inis ako kasi ikaw ba naman, tawagin na Chuckie monster?? Seriously??? Sa inyo siguro ang babaw ng kinaiinis  ko pero... for me? It's a big deal!!! When I was a 5 year old kid back then, I was being bullied! They always call me monster because of my hairstyle at yung kung ano-anong abubot ko sa hair ko.. I love clips kasi, pati headbands.. you know naman, little girls loves to wear those things... eh mukha daw akong monster gawa ng I wore a headband that has an ear of a tiger.. eh kapag bata ka, you're really scared with those kind of animals diba? Eh nagkataon na iyon yung pinasuot sa akin ni auntie Fhey..I don't have a choice either, sensitive kasi sya eh.. so kahit na ganun I still wear pa din.. After nun, inasar lang nila ako... okey okey lang naman kasi headband lang naman, pero dumating yung time na, nagkaroon kami ng role play.. eh nagbobotohan ng mga roles ng bawat isa, then my classmate, Sylve told my teacher that I must be the one to act as the tiger cause I have a headband that has an ear of a tiger at pede na din yung costume... So, my classmates agreed, grabe ang baba ng tingin ko sa sarili ko that time.. feeling ko ang panget panget ko.. I love acting kasi, to the point na I want to have the role of the main character, eh kaso tiger pala ang bagsak ko... Pag-uwi ko sa bahay namin, iyak ako ng iyak... Nagulat nga yung mga brothers ko that time kasi bihira akong umiyak, then they asked me what happened.. I told them, then my mom told me

"Xia...so what if your role is just a tiger? Diba you love acting? Then, give all your best to act like a real tiger... Make them see that hidden talent of yours,baby,"then she kissed my cheeks

Then,sinunod ko si Mom.. ang kaso... Failed! Dahil sa pag-act ko... natakot ang mga classmates ko... After that role play, the teachers was impressed but my classmates were scared of me...
Then, it started... They always call me, 'monster'... and it already looks like my nickname... My family don't know it, coz' I kept it as a secret.. I didn't had any friends because of that...And that scenario ended only, when I was transferred to an all girl school when I was 7 years old...

Kahit na ang tagal na nun, tuwing natatawag akong monster, may kirot padin akong nararamdaman..

Pagkatapos kong magreminisce.. naramdaman kong nagvibrate ang phone ko..

*bzzzt*bzzzt*

Kinuha ko yun sa pocket ko, bumitaw muna ako sa paghawak ng push cart na kinalalagyan ng mga pinamili ko...

1 message received

I opened it.. then...

Ma'am, pasensya na po at hindi ko kayo masusundo... flat po kasi yung sasakyan at wala pang gasolina..
Pero tinext ko na po sina Sir Xieanne tungkol dito. Thank you po..

After kong mabasa ito, nakita kong nag-aagaw buhay na ang phone ko...

"Haist! Seriously? 2 percent??? At nakalimutan ko pang magdala ng power bank???," Inis kong sabi

Nang saktong mag-vibrate ang phone ko at makita kong nagtext ang kuya ko, bigla naman itong namatay...

*End of Flashback*

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