It came out of no where, the love I mean, when your so comfortable with your self, it's hard to make friends . She is my best friend or was i just dont know any more. Then I see her with this bitch and boom I'm that territorial, jealous slore. Like any best friend would be. OK let me restate everything, hi my name is Rissa and I am currently depress. Its so much harder since it's my last year of high school. If anything it feels as if this will be my last year living. My best friend in this horrific world is 5h, and she 110% lez. She was my rock, but it's harder since she became an item with the only person I hated in the world.