"Promise me you wont leave me Gray" he doesn't hesitate one bit before he says "I promise you princess." I love Grayson so much but i could never be with him i'm 15 and he is 17 and besides he has his stupid girlfriend Angelina you see her name has the word angel in it but she is far from it. She's always been such a bitch to me and she even hits me but i could never tell Gray that because hes happy with her... Right? I don't want to ruin it for him. He doesn't know that shes rude to me either she always does it behind his back. For example if i'm with them and Grayson gets up and leaves the room for a drink or something she will tell me i'm a worthless piece of shit, and she knew i loved Grayson she would tell me that he will never love me like he loves her and i fight the tears threatening to escape my eyes. Then Grayson would come back and she would ass kiss to him.
My thoughts were interrupted as Grayson was shaking me asking me if i was alright and that was when i realized that i as crying i quickly wipe away my tears as i hide my face. "g what is wrong why were you crying?" he asked me worriedly. I wanted to tell him so bad, i wanted him to know everything his trashy girlfriend has done to me.
I just stay quiet
"Look at me g" he lifts my chin up with his index finger and he cups my cheek with the same hand as he wipes away my tears that i didn't even notice were there, and i melted to his touch. He had no idea what he was doing to me i was completely vulnerable under his touch. Knowing that i cant be with him kills me. "why are you crying princess?" he finally speaks up again "I-i" i'm at a loss of words what do i do? should i tell him now? I can't think of anything to say as an excuse so i just look at him. Without any thought i slowly lean it and i press my lips to his, and he hesitates at first but then he kisses me back. i felt amazing i love this feeling i just wish it could always be like this.
He pulls back and just stares at me. He opens his mouth as if hes about to say something but then a pitchy voice called his name. "Grayson! Baby! Are you over here?" it was her.
Angelina
I roll my eyes as she come over here. Me and Grayson act as if nothing happened. she glares at me and i look at Grayson who has drifted off into space. i wonder what hes thinking about? No one knows about my feelings for Grayson except Ethan and that bit- i mean Angelina. "Me and Grayson are going on a date tonight we-" i scoff before she can finish and she gives me a dirty look "as i was saying we will be dropping you off at your house, Ethan's gonna be there." i can hear the attitude in her voice that Grayson doesn't seem to notice because he is still staring off into space.
~~~~~~~~ Skips car ride~~~~~~~~
We pull into my drive way and i don't say thank you i just say goodbye to Grayson. Angelia clears her throat "bless you?" i say with attitude and that's when Grayson chimes in "don't do this right now g." i roll my eyes "what do you have against Angelina g? She has done nothing to you!" Grayson raises his voice a little causing me to jump i can see Angelina smirking, i can feel my eyes burn as i try to fight the tears. i sigh "if only you knew Grayson" i mumble as i walk away but i know he heard me because he snapped back with a confused look "what?" i faintly hear him, and with that i hear the car drive away.
I walk through the door and see Ethan on the couch but before he can even greet me i break down and fall onto my knees. He rushes over to me and pulls me into him and hugs me tight i bury my face into his chest as i sob. "I love him so much Eth but i'm too young and we can never be together!" Ethan pulls away and grabs my wrists i wince in pain and flashbacks from the other day fled threw my mind.
~~~~~Flashback to the other day~~~~~~
Grayson, Angelina and i, were sitting on the couch and Angelina just told Grayson that she was hungry so he said that he would go and get a pizza from Domino's, my favorite, and it would just be me and Angelina there.... alone. i was terrified that she was gonna do something to me and all of a sudden she grabs my wrists, tightly, and throws me on the floor and she kicks me in my stomach but just once and says to me ..
"That's what you get for looking at my boyfriend like that you whore! You are so pathetic! just look at you, he will NEVER LOVE YOU!" she was pulling my hair forcing me to stand up and by now i'm hysterically crying i felt useless and that's when the door swings open and Ethan comes in and sees her hand gripping my hair hard and he yanks her off of me and tells her to leave and she does exactly that.
I fall to the floor and Ethan bends down and picks me up bridal style and carries me to my room. He sets me down and gets in the bed too."E-ethan p-please don't tell G-grayson" and with that i fall asleep.
ETHAN'S POV
"E-ethan p-please don't tell G-grayson" was the last thing she said to me before she fell asleep in my arms "I won't this time" i sigh i hate how she lets Angelina do this to her she doesn't deserve it.. no one deserves this shit. I wish she would just tell Grayson. Tell him everything, about Angelina, and about her feelings for Grayson.. because i KNOW he feels the same about her and it's not even that big of a deal it's only 2 years, they are only 2 years apart that's literally not even bad compared to other people.
My thoughts are interrupted when Grayson comes into g's room "Where's Angelina?" he asks with furrowed brows "She had to go her parents needed her home so she left." i lied "Grayson i know that you don't really love her." he sighs "Why don't you just end it bro?" "Because i can't Eth" i roll my eyes "And why is that exactly?"
"She won't let me"
~~~~~End of flashback~~~~
G'S POV
"G i'm so-" i cut him off "Ethan don't be sorry it's not your fault all you're doing is helping so don't apologize." he just pulls me into a hug without saying anything. After staying there hugging in silence he decide to break it "Do you want to go to the movies or something g?" i just nod.
~~~~Skips the car~~~~
"Soooo... what movie do you want to see?" "Lets see... Blair Witch, Don't Breathe, or Suicide Squad?" I ask again "Ugh they all look so good" "just pick one already G" "Alright let's see Blair Witch." i already know im gonna regret it, and i know i know we are both young but Ethan looks like hes 18 for gods sake
After the movie me and Ethan decided to get some ice cream. We went to my favorite place, crescent ridge, we both got cotton candy. We sat down at a bench and then Ethan spoke up "So how are you feeling? are you alright about the whole Grayson thing?" i sigh "I just hate seeing him with her, but i mean as long as he is happy.. then i should be happy for him right?" Ethan shakes his head before talking again "Yeah well he's not." "W-what do yo mean?" "He's not happy g, at all" a wave of relief is washed over me but that's when i come back to reality again "Wait then why is he with her what the hell?"
"Because she won't let him leave her, she will stop at nothing until she has him all to herself" a tear slides down my cheek and Ethan wipes it away.
Authors Note: Sooooooo sorry if this sucked but i think that this is gonna be a good one can you sense the drama yet? I really hope that people from my school don't read this because that would be wicked awk i started writing this at 1:30 and its now 5:30 and its a school night. oops?
