"Ever since I could remember, Everything inside of me, Just wanted to fit in. I was never one for pretenders, Everything I tried to be, Just wouldn't settle in." ~Monster, by Imagine Dragons
I've found myself slowly turning into a monster. A swirl of different colors coming together, to create me.
Green with envy, from everything that happens to what seems like everyone but me.
Blue with sadness, from the tears ehrn I cry myself to sleep on the worst of nights.
Red for anger, because the world just doesn't let life be fair.
Yellow (yes, yellow, few people will understand), with love.
Pink with happiness.
Together they mix to form me. I don't fit in many places, but I have a small place in society to call the place I love the most
At first I thought I couldn't ever find a place to go. But I slowly began to see I didn't have to pretend around the people I now call my second family. We are all freaks in our own ways. Together we live, like the monsters in where the wild things are. We are wild, crazy, and happy. I make a rainbow of colors that don't mix, but I am slowly learning to accept it. I no longer long to be something that I will never be. I began to take off the mask that was sheilding who I really am. I'm a monster, and have been long over due in keeping to myself.
A/N: Hey! I was inspired by the song monster by Imagine Dragons. It's one of their newest songs and it is my new anthem for life. I included it in the multimedia section so give it a listen! ^w^
