5 // Magcon

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|| Gina ||

I woke up with a different kind of feeling. This is the first time I've spent Noah's birthday...... Without him.

I slumped myself into my closet looking for something to wear. I woke up early so I could go to the grave yard before the show today.

I showered, changed, put on makeup, did my hair, and put some shoes on. I put on waterproof mascara for a reason.

Outfit

I put my glasses on and walked out of my room

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I put my glasses on and walked out of my room.

I went to the elevator and pressed the button to go down. The doors opened and there was a guy standing there on his phone. I stepped inside and and pressed the button for the ground floor.

"Hey" the guy smiled at me "Hi" I replied faking my best smile "I'm Derek by the way" he said again "Gina" I said and the elevator came to a stop. The doors open and I walked out. That was.... Interesting.

I saw Joey standing in the lobby. "Hey" he said as he put his arm over my shoulder and we walked out "Hi" I simply replied "Are you okay? You seem off" he asked and stopped walking "I'm gonna meet you at the venue I have to do something" I said completely ignoring his question "I'll come with you" he said running to catch up with me after I walked off "You can't" I said walking in the direction of a flower shop.

"Gina! Stop walking away from me" he said and I stopped, I turned to see him with a worried look on his face. I started walking towards him "You can't come because I'm going to the freaking cemetery!" I said getting irritated "Why?" I all he asked "September 29th. His birthday" I said "Oh" he quietly replied "I'll see you at the venue" he said walking off.

I went into the flower shop and got white roses because those were his favourite. I walked for a bit until I finally reached the cemetery.

I walked in and a rush of sadness flew over me. I kept walking until I finally came to a stop at his grave.

'Here lies Noah Johan Martin, brother, friend, son.
1998-2015'

I felt a single tear trickle down my cheek. I knelt down and set the flowers by his gravestone. "Why'd you do it? Dad wasn't your fault. You deserved to live. You used to always tell me 'If you stay sad then soon everyone around you will become sad, it's a domino effect'. Why didn't you think of that? You killed yourself and you made me want to kill myself." I said with tears streaming down my face one by one "I miss you Noah" I said, I kissed my hand and set on the top of the stone.

I stood up and started walking away "It's the domino effect" I whispered to myself as I walked off still crying.

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