The perfect couple they say but tbh we are far form the perfect couple you see my boyfriend abusive me physical and emotionally people have told me "dont date him he was just use you".
But i didnt listen to them
I was just in love with Him to see
At first our relationship started pretty good but then,things started
To happen he would often call me
And tell me "where are you
You should be home".
I would sometimes have to cancel my
Plans with my friends just
TO be with him.
I remember one day he was at
Home drunk i told him "i am
Going to my friends house
Because its not safe to be around him".
"no you are not" he yelled.
but i didnt listen to him and
Went to open the door.
He pushed me and started to beat me
Up "you listen to me" he said.
After he was done beating me up
He just passed out.
I went to my room and decided
TO go to sleep
But the pain was killing me
I went to a little cabinet
And found some pain killers.
I took some hopefully it would
Kill the pain and i went to sleep.
The next day i woke up and went
To the bathroom "omg i said.
i had a black eye some brusies
On my face i decided to wear makeup
So it could cover that up.
Then i went back to my room
And got ready to go to
School.
I slowly got out the house and walked
To school.
"hey said my friend suzie.
"hey i say."why are wearing sunglasses
Its not that even sunny today"
"shit i thought "i just felt
wearing sunglasses today" i told
Her."oh ok". I
Could feel she didnt feel
Convinced.
As it was lunch time suzie told
Me to take off my glasses
I told no i dont like
the brightness.
Please she said.
Fine ok.
I slowly took off
my sunglasses.
"omg what happened" she said .
"well i ran into a poll"
i say.
REally said suzie.
this looks like someone hit you
Did josh did this to you.
No suzie josh didnt do this.
i already told you what happened .
Well if anything is bothering you
you Can come talk to me.
Ok suzie.As i put my
Sunglasses back on
me And suzie counited
To talk.
I should have take suzie advice things were getting worser each day i feel i could die form the beatings he gaves me.
My friends tell your getting so skinny or your look tried. I just wished i could tell them what is happeing and tell them their were right about him but i couldnt he already threated me by breaking up with me or even killing me.
One day i decided to do the unthinkable and just end my life i wrote a letter to my family and friends that i love them and i couldnt take this anymore.
I took a bunch of medinces and ate them i could feel myself getting dizzy then everything started to get dark and i passed out.
WE never were a perfect couple.
