I,
I have a million thoughts in my head.
Ranging from violent to the most random things.
I,
I have lost myself.
I ,
I have tried to end it.
I,
I self harm.
I,
I have no control over my blazing thoughts,my dormant anger.
I,
I keep everything in,never wanting to spill in fear of opening up too much.
I,
I couldn't stand the person inside me so I tried to cut open the surface,wishing my inner self would come out.
I,
I have let people get into my head and manipulate me.
I,
I struggle with myself,currently battling my anxiety. Which I try not to make obvious. Cause why not?
'What's wrong?' They ask.
My answer is always 'I don't know.'
I,
I am trying.
I,
I am strong.
I,
I will not give up.
I,
I will push though this all,watch me.