Crashed right into you

Heartbeat

"Hey Shawn." I said when we finished kissing. "Yes?" Asked Shawn while caressing me cheek. "I'm a little jealous of Camila. You guys seem so..." Ones interrupted by Shawn laughing. "Why the fuck are you laughing?" I asked Shawn while trying not to laugh. "How do you expect me to be serious when we are trying to have a serious conversation in the bathtub." Said Shawn through is laugher. That's when I bursted out into laughter as well. "You know I never thought I would have moments like this with anyone. I mean I'm not pretty compared to the girls who went to my school. Who am I kidding I'm not even pretty at all. Well anyways what I'm trying to get out is I thought I would never get a boyfriend. I'm still surprised that I have you because you are so hot and I'm so not. " I said. I leaned my head against Shawns shoulders as he light out a sigh. He looked as if he was thinking. "She's not even drop dead gorgeous but she is killing me anyways." Said Shawn while playing with my hair. "Who is that about?" I asked thinking it was a song lyric. "No one." Said Shawn while standing up. "Let's go cuddle on the bed." Said Shawn while reaching for my hand. "Oh okay." I said ignoring the fact that I felt like he was keeping a secret. When we got out of the bathroom Shawn took his  shirt off. "Damn babe!" I yelled making him blush. Shawn picked me up and threw me on the bed and started to tickle me. He had me laughing until the point I couldn't breath. "Did you know laughing makes you live longer?" I asked as Shawn laid down on the bed next to me. "No but now I know I have longer to spend with you." Said Shawn while pulling me close to his body. I lifted my head up and placed it on his chest. It was 4:30 in the morning and we weren't even tired. "Shawn just know I'm here for you. I'm never going to leave your side. If something is bugging you you can tell me. I know it doesn't look like I'm capable of helping but I've been through a lot of shit so I think I could help." I said. "I'm fine don't you worry said Shawn. "Shawn your heartbeat is beating really fast!" I said not knowing what to say. Shawn smiled. "Do you know why?" He asked. "No." I answered. "It's because I'm with you. It does it every time we are together." Said Shawn while smiling. He moved down the bed and placed his head where my heart is. "Yours does the same thing. I wonder why." Said Shawn. "I think it's because our heart beats are one. Love is a very powerful thing. Love can break you or make you. We were in the middle of the breaking point and the making point. But right now we are close to neither. We are just in love and nothing will ever stop us from loving each other. Now that are heart beats beat the same beat we will never lose our bond." I said. "I love when you talk deep. It gets me thinking." Shawn Shawn while laying on top of me and kissing me. "Shawn get off! I can't breath." I said. "Sorry! I just wanted to kiss you." Said Shawn. "Holy shit!" I said looking at the clock in our room. "Holy shit! It's 5:00 o'clock in the morning." Yelled Shawn. "I don't think we are sleeping tonight he said while chuckling. "So what are we supposed to do?" I asked curiously. "We can lay under the covers and talk. I would really love to get to know you more Anna I know that their is more to you then you show. And when we are done talking I want to constantly tell you how beautiful you are and how much I love you. Then I will kiss you so many times until you truly know how much I love you." Said Shawn while kissing my forehead. "I love you Shawn." I said as I pulled him in for a kiss. "I love you to Anna." Said Shawn before kissing me again. "The proof is in the heart beat." Said Shawn while pulling his lips away from mine. "The proof is in the heart beat" said Shawn once more.