Im in Love with my twin! len×Rin * vocaloid *

Internal conflict

*Rin p.o.v*

I sat in the lunch chair looking at a picture of me and Len i usually carried in my wallet. In the picture we where just kids he was crying and I was laughing because he had fallen down that day. He was really clumsy, but I always helped him up.

I felt hot tears at the corner of my eyes. That's how it always was. Me laughing him crying. Why did I never saw how much he was suffering. I should have listened I should have known he wanted to leave the career. He would never have forgotten anything if it weren't for my selfish desire to keep singing.

Len.
I thought by making you hate me I wouldn't be able to hurt you anymore. But I ended up feeling even more broke than ever.  It was as my half was missing.
And it was.

But then...even after all I did and said to you, even after the way I acted you still where kind to me. You smiled and helped me when I was down. Just like always.

Len I miss you.

"Did you heard?" A girl in the next table said to loudly causing me to evesdrop.

"Yes it's all over school. Len Kagamine was in the nurses office!" Her friend followed along.

Len? In the nurse what could have happened?

"They said he walked there and he was really pale. Others said that he went to flirt with the nurses daughter Abby. Who knows wich rumor is true"

I felt my heart clench. Of course its not true ....Len is not that type of guy. Besides when I saw him before he walked away he seemed fine.

"Lesly and tamara said they where walking out of the nurses office when Len came in. I hope he doesn't fall for weird Abby. He's too cute for her" the girl said battling her eyelashes in annoyance

Abby,No Len wouldnt.
Besides he lost all his memories he wouldn't rush into things like those besides i-...

I stood up quickly gathering my thing into my backpack and ran into the nurses office wich took me a while to find.

I was afraid of going in afraid and seeing something I would regret.
Len wouldn't.
He's not like that..

I was about to knock when the door flung open making me freeze in terror. A guy with bright red hair came out and stared at me as the door clicked behind me.

He had gold brown eyes and tanned skin and a soft smell of fresh soap.
He gave a smirk before saying
"Aren't you Len's twin. I mean the one who can't remember as in Len kagamine"

I nodded not showing emotion. I hated sympathy and for my surprise he gave me none. Instead he did the opposite.

"Wow must be horrible to have your own brother forget who you are" he baffled with sarcasm walking past me.

I shivered in breaths.
Is he mocking me

I proceed to take a step forward before he grinned and said "I wouldn't go in there if I where you.  Len seems to be very busy flirting. He sure is fast but he's doing it with the wrong girl" he smirked before walking away leaving me completely paralized.

The rumors where true.

Len is not like this.

My hand shivered reaching for the handle..

There was nothing wrong with my brother dating right...I'm just his twin....but...why now...
He will completely forget me.
No...
Len.

I could see len's image slowly dissapearing in my mind. I swallowed a choke up feeling inside my troat.
My brother my other half.
It's not true.

I opened the door in a flash and saw a beautifull young lady coming out of the curtains.

"Can I help you?"she ask astonished eyeing me carefully.

"Umm I'm len's TWIN sister..I-..."

She stayed motionless for a moment before smiling and saying " Oh yes he's in the beds resting he seems to feel ill. You may go ahead" she gestured closing her big blue eyes and walking away.

She must be the famous Abby. She was pretty. I didint stand a chance against her.

I walked in to see Lens peacefull face sleeping in the nearby bed. I walked up to him and ruffled his shiny golden hair.

"HI Len. It's me Rin. I'm sorry for being so mean to you.. I will never hate you but please don't forget about me " i sniffed teary. "Hey Len remember that one time mother got mad at us for trowing the soda cans all over the yard hahha " I smiled forgetting the sadness.
"Oh Len I hope you remember all those good times."

"Rin....i miss you."Len whispered in his sleep causing me to jump.

I blushed madly covering my mouth.

He said he missed me.
Does he remember something?
Len!