Lauren's POV
I sit in the bathroom sobbing quietly on a small wooden stall. The pen in my hand wiggles all over the place from my shaky hand. The paper keeps tearing as it's balancing on my nobly knee. That's the last letter . One for Chris , one for Taylor , one for mum and dad , and one for Ally. I go back downstairs to see Ally one last time and to take her beauty in. I hold my breath trying to not cry (otherwise I would wake her).I go back to the bathroom with my hand locked over my mouth . I then let out a gasp of air . " Lauren just don't think about it, just do it , get it over with you'll be much happier up there" I grab my makeup bag filled with my blades and notes. I leave my loved ones notes on the bathroom cabinet . I had one last look out the window at the stars . And then I was ready , well nobody can be ever ready . But however I did. But however I knocked the stool over I think it woke Ally up , but then again probably not she's a deep sleeper.
Ally's POV
I jolted awake when I hear the sound of a bang upstairs. It was coming from the bathroom. I scan around the downstairs. Where's Lauren? I cautiously but quickly make my way up to the bathroom . Since anything could have happened. Where is she?
Lauren's POV
"Why doesn't anybody love me. Look at me I'm so fat. I don't deserve anyone. I'm such a FUCKING FAILURE " I mumble to myself .
I pick the stool up and sit on the edge. I hold my tears back . I'll be happy soon. Away from it all. I look in the mirror. I pinch my stomach . And my thighs . Why am I so ugly? Why? I don't understand how someone as fat and ugly as me could be in existence.
I picked out the sharpest blade I could see and find in the small leather bag. I put my arm on the sink . I brought the blade to my skin and then I ...
"LAUREN STOP"
"LAUREN WHAT ARE YOU DOING?"
I yelp in pain and relief. The stool becomes unsteady and tips . I fall from the wooden stall , my head hits the edge of the sink , and hits the bathroom floor. Everything turns black.
"LAURENNNNNNNNN"
"LAUREN NO "
"WAKE UP LAUREN ITS OKAY IM HERE"
Nobody's POV
Ally stares emotionless at the lifeless and unconscious girl lying on the floor.
