Author's note: Rant Rant Rant! I have the urge to rant and due to the fact that I'm procrastinating so badly on 'Abandoned' and I currently I lost my notebook with all the new pages of 'Complications'.
So, F*ck it.
-Britney.
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Is it possible?
To live life without the pain?
Trouble?
Anger?
To me, yes.
It all takes time.
It doesn't come easily.
Is it possible to correct the ways of our past?
repair bad memories into something new?
to me, no.
What's done is done.
No do overs.
Is it possible to be clean?
To be one with Earth?
Natural?
To me, yes.
To not fall at the hands of man.
Not fall into the government's plan.
Is it possible to love without agony?
Love for your spouse?
Accept someone for who they are?
To me, no.
But, not because of my own opinions.
For the one's we've basically been programed to believe.
That someone is ugly.
The thought of beauty is a revalent term.
Not textbook defined.
Is it possible to be happy all the time?
No tears?
Just smiles?
To me, yes.
All you need is time.
For most of us it seems highly impossible to be happy all the time.
Nothing is impossible.
Is it possible to get rid of self harm?
Drugs?
Cutting?
Suicide?
To me, no.
So things exist for a reason.
"It is an option, that doesn't mean I want to choose it".
The ultimate mind frame of us humans isnt very complex as it seems.
Is it possible to have no confusion in life?
To never have to question anything?
Always know the answer?
To me, maybe.
I'm not a god.
I don't know all the answers.
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Author's note:
Last night(1/16/11) I laid in bed, considering these questions.
I obviously don't have all the answers.
When you answer one question it seems to lead to more.
I fancy talking to myself.
It keeps me sane, but also drives me insane.
I want to unlock all the secrets to live.
But once again, I'm not a god.
Maybe one day we'll have all the answers to everything.
Or were we just not meant to know?
Ask yourself, I really want to know.
-Britney <3
