helpless a justlena love story

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Selenas pov hi my name is Selena Gomez and im 16 years old and most girls my age would say how perfect there life is but me its the oppisite you see I get bullied at school but not just verbally but physicaly and it all gets worse when I get home my moms an achoholic and shes to lazy to work so I have to have my own job and if I dare to not come home with her money ill get a beating she also makes me do everything if I dont shull give me a beating and throw me out of the house even though I have no were to go she even lets all the guys she brings home beat me I just feel so lost and alone like I just want to die I wonder why im even here if everybody tells me it would be so much better if I wasent I just wish they would stop all the voices running through my head all the pain everything but I know I cant do anything about im to afraid and ill always just be that ugly stupid girl in the back of the room that nobody wants so desperate for someone too notice me I was always to shy to skinny to ugly to smart but I always told myself it wont get better im never going to feel okay again I just lie her hwanting for it to all to stop but it never will you it hurts it hurts me to know that im not wanted I dont even now what I did im afraid alone scared not wanted but most of all im helpless

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