Dear Charlie,
Thank you so much for being here for me. I can't believe it's already been two months, but that seems so small compared to the number of years I hope to spend with you. I know things are horrible now but you're right, we have our futures to build and I know with you everything will be wonderful.
I've always felt like you got the short straw with choosing me. But I'm so glad that you did. I could never love anybody else like I love you. I hope that even with all my problems now that one day I can make you the happiest man on earth. Because you already make me feel so wonderful all the time. You say you don't help me at all but you don't understand how much you've done for me. You've given me so many wonderful things to look forward to in my life and every thought of you brightens my day just a little more. I know you feel like you don't know what to say or do so much of the time... and I really don't know what to tell you... I usually just need a comforting hug. But one day I can spend almost everyday and every night in your arms.
It was such a wonderful, comforting feeling the other night when we were talking, to hear your sleepy voice while I laid in my bed snuggled in a blanket. I imagined you were there and I felt so much better. You fell asleep for a few minutes and I listened to the sounds of you breathing and I couldn't help but smile and whisper I love you so much darling. Because it was so sweet and comforting. I wish I could go to sleep to that every night, my hand laid on your chest with my head laying next to yours, hearing the sound of you breathing and snoring, and smelling your sweet scent. It's like an amazing, wonderful dream that I know will come true one day.
You are such an amazing, beautiful person and I'm so glad to be your girlfriend and so thankful that you're my boyfriend. I love you so very much and know my love for you is real and true. I wish I could show you how much I love you and how wonderful you make me feel. But everyday we're closer to that day when you'll make me the happiest girl ever. I can't wait for that day and every day after.
You're so silly and sweet all the time I can't help but smile and my cheeks seem to be sore regularly from all the laughing. You're smart, thoughtful and caring, there are just so many wonderful things about you. You actually listen to me and will stop what you're doing to give me all your time and attention. Sometimes the things you do are just so sweet and thoughtful that I don't even know how to respond. Nobody has ever showed as much care and love to me as you have and honestly you are the most precious thing in my life. When you say you aren't feeling good or you're hurt or just upset, I always want to be there taking care of you so badly. I really don't know how much I could really help but I just wish I could hold you and tell you how much I love you and comfort you till you're better.
You have shown me that you love me and can trust me and that makes me feel so wonderful. I know that I can trust you with anything and that I can have faith in you. You may say you're a jerk but you're not. You're an awesome, wonderful person and you have shown me that life is worth living even for the bad times. Because at least I have you, the love of my life, and you're always there for me.
I love you so very much, Cindy
