Innocence

Chapter one

Summer camp is what most teens fear, just the thought of wasting your summer to learn the not so important qualities of life and how to tie a perfect knot sickened Jamie Hart however she really didn't have much of a choice. She either had to choose between summer camp, summer school or spending time with old grandma Gertrude. When she was four that would have been the choices of a life time but now in the years of adolescence, those were death sentences. So of course she had to settle for this hell hole.

By the time she got there Jamie had one goal in mind, she had to lose her virginity. Jamie was almost 18 and had'nt even french kissed a guy;she had gotten close real close but by the time the tougue of a young male emerged she would almost have a fit and just back down, always regretting afterwards. This was a really big deal for Jamie but for her mother it was not even an option to say the 's' word.

Jamie's mom was really overprotective of her only daughter and she always seemed to flee at the topic of sex or anything of that nature. She looked at Jamie like she was a slut whenever she talked about the tenderness of her breasts when her period was due or when she talked of any boy in class. When she first got her period her mom simply placed a box of tamponss on Jamie's bed and left the room before she ever had time to notice. Jamie knew that her mom had cared and loved for her because if she didnt she would not constantly look at Jamie's calender, or search her underwear, or even go as far as searching the garbage in the bathroom once a month, she just had a really weird way of showing it.

This was the reason why  Jamie confided in her best friend Megan. Megan and Jamie were friends since the first grade, she was the fun and rebellious sister Jamie never had and so ofcourse she came to camp just for Jamie's sake.

'Hey james, you just got here huh?'

"Yea, lucky me." Jamie said rolling her eyes sarcastically.

"Guess what"

"What?"

"I just saw Tony, he told me he's here for losing some stupid bet. Maybe camp may not be as bad as we antcipated huh" Megan said nudging her friend and smiling with one of her signature grins that made Jamie know she was up to no good.

From the time Jamie heard his name she was sure that her skipped a couple of beats. Tony Valentino was Jamie's one true crush out of the many that she had been through. Megan always bugged her about him insisting that he felt the same way but she was terrified to belive it. When she was in fifth grade some guys in her class pulled a terrible prank on her. They sent her a note claiming it was from Dante Jeferson one of the guys Jamie thought would be her prince charming (Dante Jefferson can now be found in the principal's office most likely for smoking in the boys bathroom) when Jamie went to confront him and tell him she felt the same way and how many dreams she had of him, he looked at her like she was a complete idiot for falling for such a prank. Nevrous and embarrassed Jamie let out all the contents of her breakfast on the floor and managed to get half of it on Dante. It took her months to get use to the name 'Barfie'.

All of that was part of Jamie's fears to commit to any guy. To a stranger they would consider it lucky that she and Megan were placed in the same dorms although they both knew it was due to Megans sluty aura of flirting with the camp official's son

"Im all set Moe' Jamie said.

"Great let me just finish making my bed and then we can go for a little walk around the camp."

Megan's definiton of a walk was looking around for anything with high testosorne levels  that she could hook up with. Unlike Jamie, Megan lost her virginity on her 16th birthday to a guy named Josh and she made sure to give Jamie every detail. 

"It was terrible, i could feel my insides ripping apart and he seemed to enjoy my pain even more" she had said. Jamie had felt more jealous than afriad she wanted to do it so bad. At first she just thought of the amount of pain she would have to bear so she started mastubating, to try do 'it' her self but that still did not take away the innocence she so longed to be destroyed. 

"Okay, done lets go" Megan said with the most taunting grin, that made Jamie open the door with a large sigh. Minding her own business she stepped into the yard and suddenly bumped into someone much taller than her ...with a familiar smell. 

"Hey watch it, what are you blind?'

"Oh sorry Jamie" the person said rather embarrased at the speed they were going. Jamie knew that voice it was too sweet to be forgotten and ofcourse the heart racing begun, mostly because he called her by her name. He knew her name, she could almost hear angels rejoicing in the heavens. Megan pinched her back to reality.

"Oh um, I uh, sorry I-I-I was a lil uh harsh" Jamie could feel her cheeks turn crimson red and she couldn't even stop herself from sounding so stupid she wondered if she'd even put on lip gloss earlier. 

"Yea it's alright. I should have slowed down."  Tony assured.  He looked as confused as he looked when he was trying to figure out an algebric equation. Jamie was about to evacuate before she melted right infront him when Megan pulled her back with a force. She suddenly felt sick to her stomach trying to smile gracefully.

"Oh Jamie! I've been meaning to ask you something". She already had the answer at the tip of her tounge ready to pour out her most annticipated words ' Yes Tony I will runaway with you to Paris and have four adourable daughters for you.'

"We are having a little welcoming celebration tonight in the boys' dorm and girls are invited. Would you like to come?" Before Jamie could answer Megan stepped in "Im sorry Tony, but me and Jamie might be a little busy unpaking tonight maybe next time." Tony hid his dissapointment really well.

"OH alright im sorry too, yea maybe next time." He left leaving Megan and Jamie in the yard Jamie watched him leave all her hopes and dreams trailing behing him.

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