"move it freak" that's me I'm the freak, well my real name i Annabel but everyone just calls me freak. well except for one two people my best fried Clara and this guy i have a crush on Derek. but other than that its freak from around the school. i wasn't always called freak. I actually , believe it or not, was part of the cool kids club, always going out, never getting picked on. everything was perfect, until that night
~few months before~
"come on Anna its just one drink it wont hurt you" Jenna smiled ad handed me a red solo cup filled with beer and after she made sure it was in my hands, she clung to her boyfriend.
" i i don't know if i should i have lessons tomorrow" i set the cup down and started to walk away but her boyfriend grabbed me by the waist ad brought his lip near my ear, i could feel is hot clammy breath that wreaked of beer whispering.
"c'mon, only one drink it wont kill you" i pried his hands from my waist and offered a small smile
"fine" i coud'nt help it i don't know why but even though he was Jenna's befriend he made my knees weak and my heart flutter. i took the drink and knocked back half and they both laughed cheering me on. the drink was nasty and even though i only had one swallow i wanted to throw up more, but for some reason it made me want to drink more of it. so i did, i had about four more cups after and i started to feel very droopy. one of the guys from the party started to hold me up and smiled at my drunkenness, his hands started exploring my body. we smiled ad kissed allot, he led me outside and into the woods and pinned me against the tree it rough bark scratching my shoulders. he kissed down my neck ad tugged at my shirt, trying to get it up over my head but i wouldn't let him, it was going to fast i ma have been drunk, but i knew better. i tried to push him off of me but he only pushed harder. his hands traced my sides and he gripped my skirt yanking it up past my waist and his hands traced my panties....
~reality~
"Anna " Clara called to me from down the hall and waved, i waved back and shut my locker walking to her. "why didn't you wait at your class i came by ad you weren't there"
" oh sorry i forgot you wanted to meet there i just had to get to my locker" i apologized and smiled hugging her
"why so you could see Kevin" she tease
"oh my god, shut up, does the freak have a crush on Kevin" Jenna let out a small snicker and handed her books to destiny and she yelled for the halls attention. "hey everybody the freak actually does feel, she has a crush on Kevin, the junior" everyone busted into laughter and Clara pulled on her arm and brought her attention to her.
"what the hell is wrong with you" she yelled at her, i didn't stay to listen i just ran off down the hall and into the bathroom
" oh honey this is only the beginning" she laughed and yanked her arm away and walked the opposite way down the hall
