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It was a picture of me and him 2 years ago. That time when I knew him for around 1 year plus. And by knew means I am introduced to him and he knew my existence. When he was just an idol from a rookie group named BTS.
I get to know him 3 years ago from my brother. He doesn't know my existence but my brother introduced me to all the members. He showed me their pictures and describe them to me. That's how I get to like know him.
It was the only picture I had with him. And the most precious thing to me.
I fell in love with him 3 years ago when we first met. After that episode of my brother introducing his teammates to me, that following week, I get to really meet them for real because I was told to go and look at their dance practice as their fan. Of course its my brother who is behind this!
☆-3 YEARS AGO-☆
After the dance practice, we sat around and I get to know them. "Annyeonghaseyo! I am leader, Rapmonster, you can call me Namjoon." " I am Jin! The oldest in the group. :)" "I am Suga, swag rapper, you can call me Yoongi." " I am Jimin, your sexy dancer. *winks*" " I am V, the alien, you can call me Taehyung! " "I am the maknae, Jungkook. *bows*"
All of them are so friendly and all but he caught my attention. "Your sexy dancer? YAH JIMIN, Don't you dare hit on my sister! " My brother suddenly shouted. "OPPA! " I shouted, feeling embarrassed.
That was how it started.
We get to know each other and we actually did talk to each other. I get to see him dance everytime I went to their dance room/ dorm. We were quite close, still not that close enough but enough for him to get to know my existence.
We would talked to each other some other time and smile at each other if we were to meet.
As we are still schooling at that time, there was an year end art and drama project and we were all required to form a group of 8 and create props and prepare that for a drama play. It was to celebrate and remember the musicals that was why the school wanted us to try the project.
A huge amount of time were given to all the groups as some of them are idol groups. It was considered a huge project.
I still remember, we painted the props which were some blocks needed. Those laughters and paint splashing. He would be close to me and he would be very friendly with me. We spoke a lot and we had a great time together. At least for me.
I can't help but like him even more. He's all sweet and nice that I feel like I am the world's most luckiest girl.
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That was how I like him for 3 years. Ever wonder if he know about this? Well maybe he knew a little about this but he didn't have any reaction. That just mean one thing, he doesn't have the same feelings as I do.
Thinking back, looking back to my memories, I can't help but cry and feel sad. One sided love is something really sad and that only people who experience that understand fully how in pain a person can be.
I think I won't be able to sleep tonight. Sleepless night full of thoughts on him.
☆THE NEXT DAY☆
I woke up feeling so tired, couldn't even sleep last night. Whenever I am really tired, I can't concentrate in class. Well what a day.
I trudged my foot to school. I think I am going to sleep in class again. Well, maybe it is a good thing because I don't need to see him and Minah being all close and anything else. I needed to get this off my head.
I went in the class, we greeted the teacher and I went to sleep immediately. Luckily i sat at the back and the teacher won't easily notice. I slept through the lesson.
It is recess time and I decided to stay class since I have nothing to do. I like composing my own song whenever I am free because from the fact I like singing.
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Sorry for the boring update. I manage to take time out from studying. Just wanna rest for abit and write this story. Enjoy!
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FALLING IN LOVE
FanfictionWhat is love? How will I feel? Will I be happy? Or will I be sad? One sided? Love? What is that? Ahh I don't know.