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My life.

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I'm not exaggerating when I tell you my life is confusing. It honestly is. I do not know what goes on 99.9% of the time.

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I am currently sitting in my 1st period of the day, English, with Ms Lucas. We are reading the Hunger Games an since I have already read this book & seen the movie, it's pretty boring.

In front of me, there is my ex crush, Matt. In the back is the most annoying kid you'll ever meet, Will. To my right is my Bestfriend & to my left is Maddie, my ex-Bestfriend. The reason I say "ex best friend" is because we used to be so close in elementary school, but now, we barley even talk. A row over from Maddie is my crush, Jeff. He has very curly dirty blonde hair & blue eyes. He's basically the "class clown".

Since today is Friday, we aren't doing much. Ms Lucas is reading to us, but I don't really think anyone is paying attention.

The bell rang and we all jumped out of our seats to go to our next class, math. The day dragged by extremely slow until about the end of 5th period. 5th period is band. I know what your thinking "wow she's a band geek!" But honestly our band int like that. We have a like a million drummers that are mostly the "popular" guys of the school.

After band, is lunch. I walk to lunch everyday with all the guys, Jeff, Matt, Marquise, and Mason. Everyday walking down the hall to lunch, I swear it's a daily thing, they grab my ass. They're all horny little bastards. But I still love them.

While waiting in line for lunch is probably my favorite part of the day getting to talk with the boys. They always find a way to smile, especially Jeff. Now let me tell you the story with him. Here is where it gets confusing..

At the beginning of middle school we met. In 6th grade We had all of our classes together & had a lot in common. We "talked" on and off through out the year. 7th grade came and we didn't have any classes together, at all. But I had them all with my ex, John, my now best friend Carlee, Haley, and Ateria.(but we all call her ReRe, & don't ask why, I honestly don't know) but anyway I started talking to john and we really hit it off and became a "thing". We were the "it" couple of the year. We were on and off again like 8 times that year, but we kept finding our way back to each other. My family & friends both loved us together, but things just didn't seem right.

NOBODY thought we'd ever break apart.

Until summer where we drifted apart. We eventually broke up and I kind of ignored him cause I was afraid my feelings were gonna come back. But now that he's dating the school slut, I can't help but feel jealously. That must of been how he felt when he saw me with other guys..

But My bond with Carlee stuck and will always be there. Over the summer we went to a Austin Mahone & Taylor Swift concert, went to the beach together, and was with each other foreal everyday. I didn't really hang out with Haley or ReRe & I felt kind of bad, but I can't change anything now.

Finally it was time for my 8th grade year. I have all my classes again with Carlee, & ReRe. But this time Jeff was with us and so was Matt. You could tell from the first day of school, this was going to be one hell of a year.

At the beginning of the second semester, Jeff and i started talking again. It all started because we hung out at a birthday party together and we started texting each other from there.

*pleas do not judge me on this, it is my life, not yours. :-)*

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THE STORY CONTINUES WITH JEFF ON THE NEXT CHAPTER.

-Anna.💁

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 15, 2014 ⏰

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