Every LOVE life has a game like hide and go seek my school life is like that. Like people been asking me about love.sometimes i feel like im a love doctor. maybe i am but thats different.all this time i know i was a friend but i feel like some one is using me behind my back. Who am i...im stacy cena.
One time my freind is falling in love with a guy and asking me for advise i guve her advise then she comes back and saying he dont like me what do i do??? i said be your self ignore him!!!
Maybe i have a gift of love or something because mad people be all up on me for advise for love sometimes they ask are you sure im like yes dont you believe in the "love doctor"
Probably if i play my friends they why they play me i could probably make a point about they way they treat me or i could just talk to them instead of making a big drama over a little thing like that.
But what if they dont understand cause they sometimes play stupid when i complain about them asking about love and they have this attitude with me.
When i call for help when i get trouble they dont come they pretent not to hear me and when it comes to class work i have to do all the work it just makes me frecked mad!!!
One day i got soo mad i yelled " ALL YOU SLUTS NEED A DAMN LIFE AND LEAVE MINE ALONE" i even slapped them acrossed there faces i felt soo good to do that it feels like and ithe stresss is gone .
The next day my friend told me her crush came back today. i was exited for her that her crush is back. but then at lunch he broke her heart!!! he said he doesnt like her. i felt bad... then i went up to him and slapped him.
2 days later my friend texted ne saying you remember my crush right? how could i forget the guy i slapped! i said yea why whats wrong??? i was worried she took long to answer. he likes you!! she said. my heart was beating uncontrolably i didnt know what to say.
At school there is a winter dance this winter. do me and my friends were talking giggling but the we made a plan we all knew he would come and sit down next me so when he does i have to act like im his girlfriend...then he came up to us and sat right next to me. Everything was going as planned...so when he sat down i leaned back on him and he didnt move. then he said "this is my girlfriend" holding me by my almost to my chest i gotso scared that my heart was beating faster and faster.
In the classroom i sit in front of him. he watching me like a hawk waiting for food. soo when the period was over all us when to our next class and i had to sit next to him. So imagine how annoy this guy is like i dont know what she sees in him that she likes him sooo much. but the main question that i have is WHY ME!! out of all the girls he chose me like what fudge!!!
Thank god its 8th period...ohhhh wait its gym the best and the worst time of the day. i came out the locker room with my skinny jeans, a tank top, and my new jordans on and everyone (includes the guys) watching as i take sit on the gym floor as everyone else did while the teacher was talking everyone is on their phone and talking to their neighbor. everyone knows that i pay attention to the teacher so we had a really annoy project to do and everyone was fighting over me to be in their group. i was soo annoy... more than ever so i said ima solo person.
While im walking home i felt some one watching me... as i turn around noone was there. then as i look forward i see the guy who likes me and my "friend" i got sooo scared because my friend is actually a boy and they are hanging out ??? soo i tried to hide my face but i forgot i had one my gym clothes!!! As i pasted he realized my skinny jeans and called me over!! i was like oohh crap he caught me. i tried to ignore him but he wouldnt shut up so i went. i said " what do want now " he said " have you meet my friend?" i was like " yea we went to school together for years" then he was like "okay thats cool" soo i said "bye i got to go" and i leaved them and i felt sooo mad than i walk to the bus stop to go home.
When i got home i went in my room and lock the door. i change my clothes into my short pants and a t shirt and finish my homework and ate sime leftover from last night. I finished watching vampire dairies. i went to take a shower i took long to i usually did because i still had that feeling that i changed alot cause i usually bathe with warm water but i bathe with cold water. i chatted on oovoo with my friends then i slept. As i was sleeping i heard a voice calling me and telling weird things. i woke up and i knew i was dreaming i looked at the time it was 11:30pm i felt soooo crazy and dumb.
Thanks for reading my book part 2 is coming this chirstmas or new years
~author
Britney Solomon
