No more.

People say .. I'm pathetic ... Fucked up ... Ugly . Fat .. They tell me " your pointless , kill yourself"

I've had enough ..14 fucking years , and it still Hasn't stopped .. I have depression ... Badly ... You assholes out there that judge us ... You have no reason .. To cause so much pain , to one .. do you not understand what your doing to me ... I've lost and been threw so much in my life I've just gave up ... 3 years ago I tried to .. End it all .. Thinking maybe I would be happy then , no.

It didn't work. I get so depressed I can't even cry .. Or be mad.

Nobody ever understands me ..

Honestly I listen to music .. Everyday , Music is my life. And will always be.

Music saved me ... From this horrible place we call life. I worry everyday about what someone's gonna say to me .. But when my days over , I go home sit in my dark room and listen to my music .... Now the point of this is I wanna say I've had enough!

I'm tired of being depressed everyday .. All day ... The only thing in my life that can make me happy is Music.

... I just want people out there to know

You're not the only one ... I know the pain .. I fell the pain everyday ... Just please don't leave this place .. For me .... I may not know you .. But just know ... Music saved my life .. Maybe it can save yours ... Depression sucks ..

This story may have seemed pointless or a waste of time but people who truly feel the same way will understand .... Leave me your thoughts ... I can write very detailed story's .. Poems .. Or little things like this ... Or if you need somebody to talk to comment ... I'm always here ..