I Never Gave Up (Louis Tomlinson)

Chapter 4 - I remember!

****Louis’ POV****

I stared at my two angels as they stared back up at me with sad looks on their faces. How did they figure it out? When did they figure it out? Wait…do they even know what happened to her? Maybe they just want to know about her, just like any children without a certain parent would want. All I could do is stare at them with my mouth slightly parted. I knew that this day would come, but this soon? No. I don’t think I could do it…relive that day again? No, I most definitely can’t.

Suddenly, they had a look of worry on their faces, and I felt something wet drip down my face. A tear. I couldn’t let them see me like this! I have to be strong for my angels.

“Daddy, are you okay?” Clara asked, walking over to me as she grabbed ahold of my leg. I just bent down, picked her up, and brought her and Amelia over to our sofa. I sat them both down on my lap and hugged them both. They both looked so much like Alyssa, and I know that she would have been a great mother, if that would not have happened. They were only 1 year when it happened. They should not know about that yet. I’ll tell them when they are older.

“Clara, Amelia, your mum is one of the bravest, most beautiful, and intelligent woman I have ever seen. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love her to no end. She always makes me feel better when I’m sad, she always gives the best advice, and she is an amazing cook! I remember the day that you two came into our lives, and it just made everything perfect!” They seem to be enjoying what I’m saying, until the question I had hoped they would not think of came out of Amelia’s little mouth.

“So if you love mommy so much, then where is she?” I could feel myself tensing up as she spoke the question. It took me a while to figure out what I would say to two 4 year olds, telling them that their mommy had been in a coma for the past 3 years of their life.

“Well girls, um…well…you see… um, your mommy had to go on a trip, a very long trip. And she has been gone for quite a while.” They looked satisfied with my response, but looked up at me again.

“Daddy…will we ever get to see mommy again?”

****Alyssa’s POV****

I was just sitting on my bed scrolling through my twitter feed, wow; you sure miss a lot in 3 years. Note the sarcasm… so the boys had just left for some interview thingy, and Lexie had to go to her parents’ house for some dinner party thing for their relatives; so I’m stuck here, in my house, alone until someone shows up. After about 5 minutes of twitter, I got bored, so I closed the app and locked my phone. I just stared up at my ceiling and tried to remember the day of the accident. All I remember is being out in a park, and I got hit. Just like that. But I do remember something else though…I just can’t put my finger on it… eh, I’ll think of it later. Suddenly, my thoughts were broken when I heard a creaking in the hallway towards my room. What if it was a murderer! What if I was about to get attacked! Oh my god I’m gonna die! I silently jumped off of my bed, but instead almost trip and fall on my face. Very ninja Alyssa! I looked to my right and grabbed the first thing I saw, which happened to be my new book. Oh wonderful! I can stop my killer by reading him a story to make him go to sleep! Note the sarcasm…again…

Okay, now I’m really panicking! I have nothing to defend myself with and I’m about to be killed! I just take the book anyway and slightly open the door so I could look out. I didn’t see anything, so I opened the door all of the way. Suddenly, from out of a corner somewhere, Liam comes bounding toward me. I scream out of surprise, and almost drop my favorite book.

“LIAM YOU ASS! YOU SCARED ME TO DEATH! DON’T EVER DO THAT TO ME AGAIN!” I screamed at him. I was furious that he thought that he could scare me like that! How dare him!

“Calm down Lyss! I just got back from the interview! And I didn’t know if you were sleeping or awake, so I was trying to be quiet, but I obviously couldn’t be quiet enough!” He just chuckled as if he had just made a really funny joke, but I did not see the humor.

“But since you’re awake, I really wanted to ask you something.” Liam said with all seriousness. He led me into my family room and sat me down on a couch. It feels like he’s my parent that has to explain something very important to their child. This really makes me think of something, I can almost see it! Oh gosh what am I trying to think of! Just as Liam starts to say something, my phone alarm goes off telling me that I have a notification. I hold up one finger indicating that I’m going to pay attention to my phone and not him at the moment. I look at what it says, and I almost scream!

“OH MY HOLY JESUS LIAM! GUESS WHAT!?” He looks at me with confusion but answers anyway.

“What…?” He says, definitely a question in his voice.

“ALL OF THE DOCTOR WHO EPISODES, INCLUDING THE CLASSICS WILL BE PLAYING TONIGHT! I JUST GOT THE TWEET! AND IT STARTS…RIGHT NOW!” I said as I checked my phone again just to make sure that I wasn’t dreaming. I ran around trying to find the dang remote, but could not find it! WHERE IS IT FOR PETE’S SAKE! Or…Pete Tylers sake! (For any whovians reading this will either laugh, or cry, or both so..)

I finally gave up looking and just used the buttons on the telly. I flipped channels until I came upon BBC. AH!! I’m so excited for this! Liam and I both LOVE WITH A PASSION, Doctor Who! Like Oh my god! It was about to start, but an interview with Jenna Louise Coleman, and Karen Gillan started first. They always do something like this before something special like this. And as I was watching them, I couldn’t help but think of their characters names… Clara Oswin Oswald, and Amelia, or Amy Pond. Those names sounded so familiar, but I just could not think of it, I’ll think of it….wait…wait…YES! That’s it! Oh my god! How did I forget!? I ran away from the telly and raced to put on a pair of converse, and jacket. I suddenly forgot that Liam was still in my family room, probably questioning what it was that I was so panicky about! But I can’t believe that I forgot something, or should I say, a few somethings that are so important! Especially as important as this!

“Liam! I’ll be back later! I have to go talk to Lex right now!” Suddenly, he appeared in the doorway of the kitchen, and leaned on the wall.

“Why do you have to leave? I thought that we were going to watch some Doctor Who together?” I just stopped and looked at him. He sounded serious, and sad now. Like he was really wanting to spend time with me. I started walking up to him, and stared him in the eye.

“Liam James Payne; I think that my children are much more important than Doctor Who at the moment!” I said as I stared into his eyes. Hm…I’ve never noticed how beautiful his eyes were. Weird.

“Don’t worry Li Li, I’ll be back soon, and I’ll be with Lexie!” And without thinking whatsoever, I leaned in and kissed him. No, not on the cheek, or forehead, but on the lips. They were so soft, and plump and…wait, WHAT!? WHAT AM I DOING!? I immediately pulled away, and ran out of my flat. What just happened?! Why did I kiss him? This is so embarrassing! Ugh he probably hates me now and our relationship as friends is completely destroyed! But there’s one thing that confuses me; why did I enjoy that kiss?

A/N:

Hello my beautiful readers! Sorry that this chapter is soooooooooo short…

I guess you could say that it is a filler…but it has really important parts in it so…

It’s an important filler!

Anyway, I just had some free time tonight, and I decided to write! It was either this or do homework like a weird person! Hehehehe! ;)

But yea…I hope that you like the story so far! I know that I enjoy writing this!

So show support and VOTE and COMMENT if you love to read my story! I would love YOU forever!!!

Thanks!

-N:)

p.s.: To all whovians, HERE YOU GO! I love Doctor Who! Can you tell? And can I just say something really quickly?

Just because I like Doctor Who, doesn't mean that you should stop reading my story! I know that both of us fandoms were in like...online WW3, but don't hate! I love Doctor Who and One Direction equally! And if you think about it, which fandom is this whole fan fic about huh?