I was lost in this big white room . So many different thoughts come to me . I'm so lost . I want to just die right now . I hear my mom calling me . "Anna you're going to be late for school". I didn't want to wake up from a nightmare and go to the other.
I get up to head for the shower . I get a text from my Best friend Emily. "Want me to pick you up for school". I replay " yeah be here in 20 min's". After I get out the shower , get dressed and head downstairs I'm out the door.
I see Emily's car parked at the stop sign . I walk up to the car and give her a kiss and say "good morning" .
So did u have any urges today , says Emily .
Emily is the only person that knows I cut. I reply "yeah put I didn't cause my mom was home . You have to stop. you need to get help. Says Emily.
You know I can't tell my mom , she will freak out .
But Anna if u don't get help am sacred that am going to lose you .
I didn't say anything from the rest of the car diver to school.
Emily and I only have 4 classes together . The other 3 classes I was stuck by myself .
I really don't have much friends . When I was a freshman up to when I was a sophomore I got bullied a lot . Now that im a Junior I don't get picked on as much .
It was time for lunch . I went to my locker . Emily's locker is right next to mine . So I walked up to the sets of lockers and said
hi to her .
Hi Anna , how was class ? , Emily asks me .
It was like always , really overwhelmed . How was class for you ? I ask her .
"It was really good". " I got to set next's to Tony the hot football guy !" says Emily .
We both start laughing .
We walked to our table at lunch , where we saw Jamie , kalie and Miley .
Me and Emily say hi and sit down .
After they all ate they started talking about what we should do after school . They wanted to go shopping or something .
I just really didn't want to be around people. The whole day I was having urges to cut and Suicide thoughts .
After school they decided to go.
I told Emily I was going to stay home .
" Why don't you just come with us ? do you want me to stay ?" says Emily
" No it's fine . " But Emily still stays
