Everything Falls Into Place

chapter 14

I shoved Alexander off of me.
"No!" I snapped.
I headed for land but he still followed.
"Wait!?"
"It's wrong Alexander"
"How?" He cried.
"Because you don't love me! Your just a F-boy with cute phrases you cite from Tumblr"
He just stood there confused.
"Listen Alexander, your the type that doesn't love, but needs someone or even something to give you what you want!"
"No I love you" he added.
"No you don't! You don't even know me"
He didn't say anything after that he just watched me as I walked away.
"Ariva wait" he finally demanded.
I ignored as I still walked away.
"Please dont pushed me away" Alexander pleaded.
"I'm not pushing you away!"
"Yes you are I didnt notice a dad In your house I'm sure that's why you and your mom are here now! Because y'all pushed him away!"
"No Alex! You don't get it!! We moved away because he's the one who gave me this bruise!" I pointed to the marking showing on my face.
"I-I-I didnt know" he stuttered.
"Yeah" I rolled my eyes.
"I'm sorry" he apologized.
"Sh don't even"
"What?"
"Don't give me sorrow" I demanded.
"Danm, your hot when your stubborn"
I shook my head than began to walk.
"Your not gonna walk all the way back?"
"Watch me" I said independently.
I continued to walk down the road when I heard his truck start.
I didn't bother to look back. I made an oath with myself that I'd never date him.
It was about 10 seconds when Alexander was right beside me in his truck.
"Hey!" He called out.
I kept my mouth shut.
"Come on Ariva your making to big of a deal about a small kiss"
"No you are" I snapped.
I wanted to stop and tell him it's ok more than anything right now, but I knew I will just get stuck in his dick sand.
(Dick sand is another way of saying you'll fall for him😂 just a weirder and funnier way)
"Look Ariva please stop!" He demanded
"I'm not gonna leave you here"
I felt like stopping I even thought about it, but something inside ke is holding me back.
The truck stopped in the middle of the road.
I stepped up my pace and became to walk alot faster.
"Wait Ariva!" Alexander called out.
He finally made it to me. I stopped dead in my tracks and turned to him lifting my hand and cracking him across the face knowing I ld leave a welt.
He places his hand over the stinging mark I had givin him.
"It was just a kiss why are you over reacting?" He snapped.
"Because I don't want to like you!! I don't want to fall for you I don't want anything to do with you!!" I yelled.
"Why?"
I looked down
"Because your making me fall for you and I don't want to! You'll hurt me just like everyone else!"
I could feel a tear want to escape my eye, but I wouldn't let it.
I shook it off.
He sighed.
"I'm not everyone else..why don't you see me like every other girl? Why am I so unattractive to you? Look at me I'm obviously hot! Every girl wants me why can't you?"
"I'm not every girl" I used his words.
He seemed speechless.
"Can I please just drive you home?"
I rolled my eyes then shook my head.
"I'm sorry I want ever kiss you again or flirt, ok?"
I bit my lip then nodded as I walked to the truck.

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