Beckie's pov.
We pulled up at Harry's and got out the car we didn't speak the whole car journey but it wasn't an awkward silence it was nice and peaceful just what I needed but he kept looking at me I could see but I ignored it and just looked out the window as he drove. I felt bad because of the baby I just want it gone I think to myself it's so bad but I can't keep it but now I need to hide it from harry when I'm staying with him what about morning sickness.
We got Inside and I put my bag in his room like he told me. I was in the jumper still so I decided to slip into my onesie whilst putting my bag up stairs. After I went down and in to the kitchen where harry was making himself drink.
'Want a drink babe?' He said. I could hear the care in his raspy voice
' water please' I said quietly.
He poured me a glass and bought it to the breakfast bar where I was sat.
He's so caring. Thoughtful. Hot. Cute. So many different things. I think I may be falling for him, we'll I told him I loved him and I have never said that to someone who I haven't even known that long. And when I have said it was with Sam and that was only because I was forced into. Oh now I am thinking about Sam he was perfect once but then he turned on me. What if harry is like that. No harry isn't I can feel it but then I thought that with Sam. I thought to my self. Just staring at the water. Then the tears came Rolling down my cheeks. Silent tears.
'Beckie... Come here' he said opening his arms and walking to me rapping his strong arms around me. I cried in his chest leaving water marks on his hoodie.
'what's up beautiful' he whispered in my ear
'Hes going to find us again. He will hurt you. And my family. And Lucy. Harry I'm so sorry I've got you into this.' You paused for a second and suddenly speed up your speech ' harry I need to leave I can't be with you he will hurt you oh god' you began to panic almost bringing yourself into a panic attack
'Shhhh' he cooed in my ear it soothed me and I began to slow down my breathing
'Dont worry babe stay your safe I'm a strong man I can defend myself' he whisper in my ear keeping in a strong hug. It felt so right but what if he gets hurt? I had so many questions
1hour later we where sat watching a film it was 5pm and I suddenly remembered I had work at the club
'Shit' I jumped up 'I've got work tonight haz'
'Are you sure you are okay to work becks considering your state?' He said softly, actually caring
'Haz I'm fine I'm only working 8 till 11 tonight I will be fine' I said lieing I wasn't fine and I didn't want to go but I thought it would be best for harry to sort him self out before I get back because he wasn't expecting me to be staying with him for a bit.
'but can you drop me off and pick me up because I don't have my car here and then on the way back we can pick my car up?'
'Of course I can babe'
'Thenkyou' I said and lied back down on his chest to finish the film.
Another hour later and the film finished I got up and went to get ready for work putting on my black disco pants and my black soccer jersey on again with my black nike blazers I applied a light coat of my make up and put on a blck zip up to cover up my arm.
I went down to see harry still on the sofa watching tele it had taken me an hour to getr ready so it was now 7. I sat Down next to him and laid on him cuddling him because that's all I need at the moment a hug.
'Babe you know you don't have to go if your not ready to go back after what's happened'
'Harry I'm strong I can do it and I need the money and some normality back in my life' I said being truthful
'I know your strong but the money isn't a issue I have loads and I will buy you everything you want?'
'Harry really I said I want normality back in my life and having harry styles buying me stuff and having harry styles in my life isn't normality is it now' I said with a giggle
'Fair enough' he sighed
We kept talking for about 30mins about well god knows but it was half past now so it was time to leave. I checked my phone for the time and got up.
'Ready to go haz?' I asked
'Yepp' he said getting up and grabbing the keys and leaving out the door
We got in the car and my phone buzzed
From Perrie
Hey gal heard you where going to work tonight, hope everything is going okay with harry, you know where I am if you need me. Keep safe. Love you. Pxxx
I felt so lucky to have here and quickly replied
To Perrie
Thank you so much for everything Perrie I'm so lucky to have you, everything is good with harry and work should be fine, shall meet up soon will text you later tonight. Love you tooooo. Bxxx
Then put my phone in my pocket and we had arrived at funkybuddah. Harry pulled outside the back entrance for staff and said bye and kissed me on the cheek
'Keep safe will be here at 11'
'Bye' I said jumping out the car and got inside I heard harry pull away.
