You see that girl over there,
She's smiling, laughing and around her friends
No one knows the real her
Behind that smile and big brown eyes is pain
She wants to hide her pain
She's kind, polite and so very innocent.
She try's her best at everything but in the end it's never good enough.
She's trapped in her home. Her home that's supposed to be her peace. A place filled with love
A home that is now filled with fire and hatred.
As she enters home that's when reality hits and that's when her pretty smile and her giggles vanish away in to the dust.
Her once polite and loving side is replaced with hatred and sour tongue. Every word she speaks is filled with venom and laced with hurt.
All those night where pillows filled with tears
And the night where she reveals her deposed darkest fears.
The people she once loved and cared about left.
She lost her trust under the dust.
She wishes she was never born and never to see this world.
Her heart is hurting and her body is just burning. She hides underneath the cover and escapes the world of music. She hears the melodies that replicates her life.
She has a smile that can hide the fears but wishes that someone can see.
She can't forget the past but can't wait for the future
But all she can do is to wait for when the time is right
By then maybe she'll be ready to fight.
And this girl is me...
