Born This Way (English)

Chapter three

LexasPOV

I had waited about five minutes, until Abby had already appeared.
„Miss Woods what I can do for you?" questioningly the old person looked at me.
„I am really only here because I am pulled up two weeks ago and need a new recipe" I explained and briefly there nodded the doctor, before she saw on the computer.
My doctor from NYC had sent her all important informations.
Besides, it was also noted in my sick person's sheet.
„Now I know, why to me the surname seemed thus famously" she spoke quietly and saw to me.
„You are the small Luke from our neighbourhood" deeply I breathed and nodded briefly.
„Yes, but as you see, now not more" I laughed easily and went to me nervously by the hair.
„I see this, but I am glad that you are now the one you really want to be. And I have counted on it already anyhow" now confused I looked at her.
„How this?"
„Already as a small boy you have wear the clothes of Clarke over and over again" she laughed what also allowed me easily to laugh.
„Could you only see that Clarke gets nothing of it with? I do not know how she will react to it and I do not want to shock her or similar" I explained when I took on my coat again, because she had also printed out just the recipe for me.
„Yes, no worry Lexa. This remains among us" she smiled what also allowed me to smile.
„But how does it go for your parents?" now my smile contorted and I looked at her sadly.
„They have passed away half a year ago. This is with a reason, why I moved back to Los Angeles"
„I am sorry, really. But when you have something, simply call me. No matter what it is"
„Thanks Dr. Griffin, really"
„And something else, you know that you can call me quietly Abby" quietly I laughed and embraced her briefly, before I left the surgery.

„Lexa?" I suddenly heard the voice of Clarke and turned round.
„What is there?" I asked her when I packed my pocket into my car.
„I have end of work and wanted to ask whether you could take me maybe with you, my fiancée has my car and I must come anyhow home. And maybe can we drink one coffee or thus?" she twitched with the shoulders what confused me now easily.
„Why a coffee?" I laid my hair over a shoulder and further saw to her.
„We are neighbours and I would better get to know you with pleasure" she twitched again with the shoulders and deeply I breathed.
Raven was on the move anyhow.
She had just written to me that she met an old friend or in such a way.
„Sure, why not. Get in"
"Thanks" there smiled the blonde, before she already got in.
Briefly I nodded, before I also got in and start to drive home.
We had directly around the corner a café, which is why I parked the car in front of the house first, before we would go to the café.

„Outdoor or inside?"
„The weather is so nice, nevertheless, allows us to drink outdoor a coffee" I smiled and we sat down outdoor to one of the tables.
„And already a little bit settled down here in LA?"
„I come from LA. I have lived earlier already once here, only I have moved fifteen years ago with my parents to NYC and now I am back again" I twitched with the shoulders and leant back.
We had ordered directly from the waitress what to drink when this had come to us.
Here this went, actually, relatively fast, although here were so many people.
„And your friend?"
„Raven? She has found immediately a job. In the bar here around the corner. Right now she meets an old friend. Octavia I believe" I had not really noticed to me the name.
I wanted to gain first of all again a foothold, before I made new acquaintances.
„Octavia? Octavia Blake?"
„I don't know, but why?"
„The sister of my fiancée is called in such a way, so" understanding I nodded and breathed deeply.
I hated it deeply inside that Clarke was engaged with this program Bellamy.
She had earned definitively someone better than someone like this idiot.
What a lot of better.
Me, for example.
However, this would not so become easy guaranteed.
Even then, even if she had been only 10, she had already swarmed for boys.
Nevertheless, there it was clear that she would marry someday a man.
Just when I wanted to ask her something else, there the waitress also came.
„Once your cappuccino and your milk café" smiled the young lady when she put this to us.
"Thanks" I smiled and saw briefly to her.
„If you want more, let me know" she winked at me, before she had already disappeared.
„She seems to like you" I heard Clarke what allowed me to easily laugh.
„Well possibly, but she is not completely my type" I twitched with the shoulders when I took a gulp of my cappuccino.
„A little fun has still damaged to nobody" according to now I had to laugh and shook my head.
„So one I am not Clarke. If I, one day, get involved in a woman, only because I mean it also really seriously. Never to have only some fun. This was with my last girlfriend too" I explained quietly when I had to think of Costia.
I really missed Costia.
She always had made me smile.
And loved me for who I am.
„And why are you then now without her here?"
„She has passed away. In a car accident" I smiled sadly and laid my hair over my shoulders.
"I'm sorry to hear that"
„Quite okay. Even if I was probably the only one who has survived this accident. My parents and my girlfriend have passed away. But slowly I manage this. Raven has been there the whole time for me and has supported me where she only was able. I would not know, to tell the truth, what I would have made the last 10 years without Raven. She has supported me really with all what I had made all years" really with all.
Not only on the college she was the first one who accepted me for who I was.
We had become, a year before I had left the Highschool, friends.
Even then I was started with my hormone therapy.
I had started with thirteen and was always annoyed by so many.
When Raven get this in a sports party, she had gone in between.
Since then we were not to be separated any more.
„I also had somebody like this for some time. Then, however, he has moved" smiled Clarke and now I pulled up an eyebrow. 
„At that time though I was only ten, but I knew him already since kindergarten. He was my best friend. I was sour for weeks with him, until my mother has explained to me that he has moved only because of his parents and was able to do nothing for it. When I wanted to write to him then I did not find his address, however, any more. Since then I have not seen Luke any more" if, nevertheless, Clarke only knew. 
And if she just knew how blow it acted to me that she had suffered so hard.
I was sorry for her, really.
I never wanted that she suffered at that time
At least, she had also been my best friend.
And at that time maybe I had already fallen in love with her.
I had kept even all years about her ouch to the running one.
But I had never dared even to write her or similar.
„Maybe he announces to himself, nevertheless, once again to you Clarke. Don't worry about it" and even as I had pronounced the words, I probably came on the silliest idea of my life.