"Okay, I'm all set!" Jc said. "Dude...I'm gonna miss you." Kian replied smiling. "Aw, I am too...but it's only for a week!" Jc reassured smiling back. Kian walked up to Jc and opened his arms for a hug. Jc put down his things and hugged back. Kian giggled and pulled back. "I'll FaceTime you." He said. "Of course man! Bye bye...love ya!" Jc replied smiling while walking out the door. The last two words hit him hard. "Love you too!" Kian replied grinning. It was in a friendly way, but Kian couldn't help but feel butterflies. He walked to Jc's bedroom already missing his presence. It was hard living with Jc...not because he was annoying, or a messy person but because Kian...had a huge crush on the guy. Yes...Kian was gay. But he never accepted it, he felt weird accepting that fact and it was even weirder living with someone who doesn't even like you the way you like them. These were the thoughts Kian was having and they wouldn't go.
Kian's POV:
I was tired of laying here with my thoughts stopping me. I finally got up, got dressed and headed outside, didn't know where I was headed but I went. Maybe I should just let my feelings loose, maybe I should just let everyone know. It'd be way easier and if Jc doesn't like that thought then he can leave...it would break my heart into pieces but it's the only way I can be happy and content with myself. I of course wouldn't talk about my feelings towards Jc, but I guess...I'm gonna be making a...coming...out...video. Wow, I never thought this day would come. I stopped in my tracks and headed back home. I set up my camera, changed my clothes, fixed my hair and finally sat down to record. "What's up everybody!" I started off smiling. "Now...this video is going to be very different...very...different." I laughed. "Um...I've realized I've come across new feelings, new things ran across my mind, and...I've finally come to terms with it. I guess...I'll just say those two words...I'm...gay." I stared at the camera grinning. "I hope you all understand...and Jc, if you wanna leave me to my despair..." I laughed. "Um...you have every right to do so. Just know I'm the same person...no different, I've just realized something about myself I didn't know up until this day. Thankyou." And with that I ended off the video. I sighed in relief, I'm proud of myself. 6 days pass and I've had very good reactions, all my friends so far are very accepting...my family is completely supportive, now I just needa know how Jc feels. I was spending my last few hours of loneliness or a lifetime watching some Netflix...I've actually really gotten into this new series they have. Before I got to play the next episode, I heard someone knocking the door. I dropped the remote onto the couch and opened the door. "KIAN! Holy shit, I missed
you!!!" Jc yelled and came in for the biggest hug I've ever gotten. I laughed and hugged back. "I missed you too." I said. "Dude...sorry I didn't FaceTime you, didn't have the time." Jc said. "C'mon man, that's fine." I smiled. "Oh! Also, I'm so proud of you buddy!" Jc grinned. I laughed, "For what?" "For coming out on camera like that...duh, props to you!" Jc laughed. "Ohhhhhh! Wait...you don't hate me?!" I asked confused. "It's not like you killed someone or anything...Ofcourse I don't hate you!" Jc giggled. I probably was grinning like an idiot but I didn't care, this was the happiest I've ever been. "But Jc...there's one more thing." I spoke quietly. "Well, tell me...what is it?" Jc asked with another reassuring smile. "I-I...oh my god...I think I like you...like...you know...I think I love...kinda like...you." I said hesitantly. Jc cupped his hands over his mouth in shock. Oh no...this was it, he's gonna leave. "Um...Kian, I've actually felt the same way...for so long." Jc replied smiling. "and now you tell me you feel this way..." Jc laughed and shoke his head, whilst still laughing. I didn't know what was going through my head but I leaned in towards him, he did the same. He cupped my cheeks with both his hands and kissed me. It felt like a dream. I place my finger under his chin and continued. We finally pulled away and smiled at eachother. "We can't be friends anymore." Jc said laughing. "No way!" I replied laughing aswell.
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Thoughts || Jian One Shot
General FictionJc had left Kian alone in their apartment to go visit his family for a week. Kian was alone with only his thoughts to keep him busy...but those thoughts were eating him alive.
