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I had tears streaming down my face as we sat in the hospital waiting for the doctor to come.

"Mr. Franta." The doctor said and Troye and I walked over to him.

"Alright, so you said your stomach hurts?" He asked and I wiped my eyes and nodded.

"And you're pregnant?" He asked and I nodded again.

"Words baby." Troye said and I sniffles and looked at the doctor.

"Y-yes." I said and he nodded and looked at his clipboard.

"Alright, we'll just do an ultra sound to check on the baby." He said and I just nodded and hugged Troye.

"Come on baby, let's go." He said while rubbing my back and I nodded and we followed the doctor into the room where you do the thingy.

I lay down on the bed and Troye sits on the chair next to it.

"Alright, I'm gonna need you to pull up your shirt please." He says and I pull it up and rub it a little before he puts the jelly on it. Then he puts the thingy on it and moves around.

Me and Troye both look at the monitor and the doctor has a worried look on his face. He keeps moving it around a couple of times and I can feel my eyes water. He turns it off and looks at us.

"There was no heartbeat, I'm sorry." He said and I started sobbing and Troye hugged me close and I could feel his tears fall onto my back.

"My baby" I cry and Troye pulls me closer to him.

We get home and I feel empty, emotionless. I walk into the house and walk straight to the bedroom. I get under the warm covers and stare at the ceiling. My eyes burn from the crying, and my heart feels empty from the price of me I lost.

That was our baby, we created it to enter this world and live a happy life. Now its gone, before it was even brought into this world. How did it happen? I did everything right. I ate a lot and never hit my belly, so what went wrong?

"Connor, do you want anything?" Troye asked me, and I didn't reply.

"Connor" He sighed and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Please talk to me." He said while rubbing my leg. I just turned over to not face him.

"Dont do this please, its already hard enough for me." He said and I closed my eyes.

"Just leave Troye." I say quietly and I guess he heard.

"I love you." He said before he walked out.

I cried more until I drifted off into a deep slumber that was much needed.

I'm not gonna lie, it wasn't a good sleep. I woke up and it was pitch black already. I turned on the lamp and heard voices coming from the living room.

I rubbed my puffy eyes and walked out of the bedroom quietly. I stopped right before the living room and listened in.

"Troye, he's going through a hard time so let him do what he needs, and if that's being alone then let him be alone. I mean, of course take care of him and stuff but don't always bug him if he doesn't talk to you or anyone else." I heard Tyler say.

"Tyler, you dont think its hard for me? I made that baby too, and now I have to deal with him ignoring me too? I dont think that's fair." He said and I felt a tear fall. He's right.

"You're wrong Troye, he carried that baby. He took care of it, kept it safe, he did everything and none of it matters now that its gone. You will never understand the kind of pain he's going through until you carry a baby for yourself." Tyler explained and I don't know who's right anymore. I decide to stop it before it turns into a fight.

I step forward and look at them both, and they look at me.

"Connor" Tyler says and gets up from the couch and opens his arms while walking towards me. I walk into his arms and he hugs me as I began to cry for the millionth time today.

"I'm so sorry." He says and I can hear the hurt in his voice.

"I'm sorry too." I say and he rubs my back as I continue to sob.

"Dont be sorry please. You did nothing wrong." He said and I could tell he was crying too.

"Okay." I say and he rubs my back once more before pulling back and looking at me with his watery bluey green eyes. He wipes my tears and smiles sadly.

"You'll be okay Con, I know you will." He says and I smile sadly as well and nod.

"Come on." He says and walks back to the couch, then sits down.

"Sit." He says patting the space between him and Troye. Troye is looking at me with a sad smile.

I walk over to the couch and sit in the middle. Troye moves some hair out if my face and looks at me.

"Are you better?" He asks and I look a t him with watery eyes and shake my head.

"Its okay baby." He says and pulls my head onto his shoulder.

"Do you want to watch a movie?" Tyler asks and I nod and look at him.

"Okay, how abouttt, The little mermaid?" He asked and I smiled and nodded.

"Yes please." I spoke quietly and he smiled and got up to put it on.

"I love you Connor, so much." Troye said and I looked up at him and he was already looking at me.

"I love you too." I said and snuggled into him further.

"Alright, its on!" Tyler said excitedly and sat back down next to me.

"Thank you Tyler, for everything." I say and he smiles and waves his hand.

"Its fine, what are friends for?" He says and I smile.

"I dont know, but you're my best friend." I say and he smiles and rolls his eyes.

"Alright, enough sap. Let's watch this." He says and I laugh and nod.

"Okay." I say and we all watch the movie. Laughing at funny parts, frowning at sad and everything else.

I actually had a good time.