“YOU DID WHAT?!?” Alicia squealed
“I did not do anything. Jeremy kissed me” I replied
“He totally likes you!”
“I doubt it, it was just acting” I sighed.
“But ‘his soul took over’” she said mocking Jeremy bringing her hand to her forehead.
“Shut. Up.” I said softly punching her in the arm.
“Oh my god… YOU LIKE HIM TOO!!!” She squealed again.
“I DO NOT” I yelled.
“It’s okay, I understand, he is totally off limits, I won’t go near him” as she said this her phone went off “speaking of guys off limits Jude Henries” and with that she was sprinting off towards the dorms. I decided I had nothing better to do, so I went back to my room.
When I opened the door, my stomach dropped. There in front of my eyes, was a perfect blonde girl on top of Jeremy making out with him. I cleared my throat and the girl looked up, she had beautiful pale blue eyes and her makeup was perfectly applied. “Oh, um we have company Jeremy” she giggled. Jeremy craned his neck to see over the couch while still having the girl on his lap “Cameron hey, this is Blair” he said.
“Cameron, the Cameron you kissed” she got up to shake my hand. She had the best body, and amazing legs.
“Uh, hey, um I hope you don’t mind I kissed Jeremy” I said awkwardly.
“Oh, I honestly don’t care. I mean it was just acting, right babe?” She turned to Jeremy.
“Yeah” Jeremy replied.
“Yeah… just acting” I said quietly. “Um, well, I’ll leave you two alone.”
As soon as I closed the door, could feel the tears coming out of my eyes, one by one, falling down my face. I wasn’t crying, just tearing up. I walked straight to Alicia’s room to see her underneath a shirtless Jude Henries. “Hey, Annette, sock on the door… oh my god Cam” she looked at me concerned “dude, get off me” she said to Jude.
“But, we were just getting started…” Jude whined.
“Can you not see my best friend is upset?”
“Come on, I’m sure she can talk to someone else” he said and tried to go back to kissing.
“You know what? I just got my period” Alicia said bluntly and gave a sarcastic smile.
“Make sense, that’s why you’ve been a bitch” He replied putting his shirt on.
“Don’t bother coming back asshole” Alicia said holding the door open, she slammed it shut as soon as he was out the door. “Honey what’s wrong?” she said hugging me.
“Jeremy h-has a girlfriend” I tried really hard to stop crying, I didn’t need to, I didn’t have to and I didn’t want to.
“I thought you didn’t like him.”
“I didn’t and then he kissed me and I thought we had this connection and he said his soul took over which was the cutest thing anyone’s ever said to me and I think I’ve fallen in love with him” I gasped, I didn’t mean to say any of that, but it was all true.
“Sweetheart that was the cutest thing I’ve ever heard, you have to tell him”
“What?!” I gave her a bewildered look “why would I do that?”
“Because it’s true.”
“But he has a girlfriend…”
“Why does that matter?” she raised her eyebrows.
“Because, if he doesn’t like me, then it will ruin our relationship and if he does, it will ruin his relationship with his girlfriend.”
“You gotta stop worrying about all this.”
“I. Can’t.”
“Well, then wait it out. Build up a relationship, but don’t get friend zoned and when he breaks up with his girlfriend, that’s when you strike.”
“He won’t break up with her though, she’s too perfect.”
“He will” she smirked.
“How do you know?”
“He likes you too much.” She said. Did he really though? But she was right. I did have to wait it out.
After I calmed down I went back to the room, luckily Blair had left and Jeremy was playing Xbox. I sat down and watched him for a bit and then he broke the silence “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about Blair.”
“Oh, um, no don’t worry.”
“No, she wanted me to apologize for leading you on.” He turned off his Xbox and sat with the controller in his hands for a while and said “and I was leading you on, I shouldn’t have kissed you I’m sorry.”
“Jeremy, it’s fine, it really doesn’t matter. I mean, it’s just acting right?” I said as I picked up my pyjamas and walked into the bathroom. I finished in the bathroom and walked straight into Jeremy who kissed me, for the second time I had been exactly where I wanted to be and not even known it. “Maybe it wasn’t acting.”
“Well then it’s called cheating you asshole.”
“Asshole? Cam, what’s gotten into you?”
“Nothing Jeremy, not a single thing” I said and got straight into my bed and turned to face the wall so Jeremy wouldn’t see the tears welling up in my eyes. “Even if you’re not listening Cam, I just wanted to let you know, that I do have feelings for you, but obviously you don’t have any for me… so forget anything happened.”
“Forget anything happened? What is wrong with you?”
“Me? How is this my fault?”
“Ugh, guys say that girls are so complicated, well I tell you that you’re not being simple at all.”
“What does that even mean?”
“You say you like me, you kiss me, twice, you have a super-hot girlfriend and she really likes you. I’m not sure if you know this, but you can’t do that. You can’t say to a girl you like her and then introduce her to your girlfriend.”
“Maybe I don’t like her.”
“How could you not like Blair, she’s perfect.”
“She’s not as perfect as you.”
“Bet you didn’t think that when you were sucking face with her.”
“I-”
“I don’t want to hear it.”
