It's really late and I'm new to writing so this whole combination isn't very good, fair warning.
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I am just another whiney white kid who is complaining about issues that don't matter, but I'm sick of keeping these bottled up and I am to much of a pussy to tell my friends face to face so I'm gonna type it instead. I have a lot of friends, I like my friends and I imagine they like me to. The problem with my friends is that they think their problems are so god damn important. I want to support my friends and I do in every way I can but it seems that whenever I want to talk about my problems, they get pushed away and the only response I get is "sorry about that pal, now back to my bullshit story about how I can't get a boyfriend." This constant neglect I have gotten over the years has numbed me in a way, it seems now whenever I have a problem, I learn to bottle it up and keep it away, so that one day it will explode out and I'll get the same old response. I am attuned to my friends constant stream of shit and I am still fine with listening to it. I am not writing this because I want my friends to find it, I'm writing this because I need to vent and I'm not worried about assholes on the internet judging me. Thanks for reading, and if you are one of those friends I'm talking about, I'll see you at school, ready to hear the same shit.
