Angel This Close

On January 22nd, I planned to make you mine.
Ignoring all distractions, I had a one track mind.
Danced away with mother, my sister was overjoyed.
I knew it was a start of a beautiful lovely ride.
Just as,
Everything was perfect & too good to be true,
Lil' did I know what I was heading to.
I saw you walking up, walking up the road.
Never even have I seen an angel up this close.
And.
You were frowning down, frowning down on me.
Reality came crashing down on me.
When,
You flew away leaving me in ashes filled with misery.
Throwing away all of our beautiful memories.
This is insanity you're making us history.
Killing my love, my life, my time.
Just to see, you.
Suddenly going when when I'm asking you to stay in.
All the bridges are burning as the demons are raging.
And now you're suddenly leaving when I'm asking you to stay in.
I am fanatically gasping as my heart is bleeding.
Na-now you're suddenly going when I'm asking you to stay in. X4