Fight These Tears [Andy Sixx]

April's Pov

"Cole! I dont want to go to school!" I yelled. "You're going to school! When i go, you go!" He yelled. I sighed and nodded. "Act like a bitch again and I'll kick you out." He said.

I ran in my room and got black skinny jeans and a superman hoodie on. I put the hood up and walked downstairs and slipped on my grey converse.

I got in Cole's car and he drove to school. I put my earbuds in and listened to Pierce The Veil.

I got out of the car when he parked and made my way in the school. Andy Biersack, my biggest crush. Yet he doesn't like me.

Two arms wrapped around my waist and i turned to see my boyfriend Zack. "Hey." He smiled. "Go away." I said and pushed him. I got one earbud out. "C'mon babe, dont be like this." He said hugging me.

"Zack.." I said. He slammed me into the locker. "I dont need this today." He said. "Im sorry." I whispered. "Now dont hide your face over your hood babe." He said. He put it down and smiled softly. "Beautiful." He said and cupped my cheeks. The bell rang and he quickly kissed me and left.

I grabbed my books and took my time to go to first period which was English. "You're late April!" Mr. Jensen yelled. I ignored him and he grabbed my wrist. "Dont you ignore me!" He said. His grip grew tighter and tears formed my eyes.

He letted go and laughed with the rest of the class. I ran to my seat and hid my face.

I just listened to what he was talking about. Nothing else mattered. The bell finally rang and time to go to second period.

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It was lunch time and Zack was sitting at a table alone where i sit. I walked over and sat across from him.

"You're not eating?" He asked. I shook my head. He sighed. "You need to eat something." He said. I looked at him with no expression and took his apple and took a bite of it. "There you go." He smiled.

"I'll be back." He said and threw away his trash. "Emo." I looked up to see Diana my bully. She grabbed my head and banged it against the table and threw me on the ground.

I looked up and saw Andy. "Get up." He said and helped me. "Thank you." I whispered. "No problem." He said and left. Zack came back with his friends. "No emos aloud." Joey said. I got up but Zack pulled me onto his lap.

"I love you." He whispered and kissed my cheek and letted me go.

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School was over now, i saw Cole but once again, Zack got a hold of me. "Dont you love me?" He asked. "I do." I said and looked at him in the eyes. "Good." He smiled. He leaned down and kissed me softly. "ZACK!" One of his friends yelled. "Hold on!" Zack shouted back.

"I dont like your brother, April. I dont trust the fucker." Zack said. "I'll be fine Zack,Really" i said. "Alright." He said and kissed me.

I walked to Cole and he was already in the car. "Diana!" Cole yelled and waved his hand ou of the car. "Cole!" I said. "Shut up and get in the back." He said. I listened and climbed in the back when Diana came.

"Hey Coley!" Diana said and kissed Cole. I rolled my eyes and Cole saw me. "Dont roll your eyes at me, bitch." He said. "Im sorry." I said. "Oh the little bitch speaks?" Diana laughed.

Cole started driving and i got hate when i looked through my messages.

We got home and i ran to my room. I locked the door and got my razor and slitted my wrists without thinking.

I cleaned them and went to my bed crying. My crying got heavier by the second.

"April?" I heard a voice and a knock on my door. "Go away Cole!" I screamed but my crying got worse. "It's Zack..open the door." Zack said. I opened the door quickly and ran back to my bed.

Zack rushed over to me and held me in his arms. "Shh, April." He soothed and rubbed my back. "You're going to be okay." He said.

"I cant.." I started. "Cant what?" Zack asked. "I cant live like this no more." I cried. "April! You can make it through! Trust me." He said.

I cried in his chest for two hour with him being quiet and comforting me.

I finally stopped crying and Zack kissed me softly. "You're worth it." He said. "Thanks. I love you." I said. "Love you too." He smiled softly.

"Just know that im here for you." He said. "Hey Zack?" I asked. "Yeah baby?" He said. "Why did you stay for me and why did you ever ask me out?" I ask.

"Because, your someone who competely changed me who makes me happy, i asked you out because you're hot but you're different from other girls. You're speacial to me, April." Zack said while looking me in the eyes.

I wrapped my arms around him tightly and he held me. "Last 3 years of my life been amazing with you." He whispered. "But do you know i get bullied?" I asked and pulled away.

"What?" He said.