I once believe that your love is forever
That thy feelings never die, whatever may happen
I keep on testing you and your love for me
For I believe that you will stay
Even another relationship comes between us
And test the love we had
Believing you will hold on
I never changed
In the end, I find my hands empty and free from pain
But my heart is longing for you
It was late that I realized that you're gone
The person who thought me how to love was gone
Leaving our memories together
The experience that only you could ever give
Reckoning the times we had
Those laughters and tears we shared
How it helps me mold my whole being
Knowing that I have someone to hold on forever
How happy my life be.
But now that you're gone
All those happy days were gone too
While you find the place where you belong
Wrapping your arms with your new love
Me in my isolated world
Finding myself where I started
Listening to the echo of my heart
And trying to figure out
Where love has gone wrong
In the end, I realized
It's still my fault
For I don't fully believe in you
Doubts that hinder me to trust your love
Making myself unworthy of you
Many times you appealed to me
Asking me to say I love you
But for some reasons, I never do
Now that I've lost you
I keep on wishing
To utter those precious words to you
For that's what my heart says
But I guess now it's impossible
And all I can do
Is to reminisce the moments I'm with you
Embrace its warmth while it lasts
And the love we once shared will remain in my thoughts
For that feeling resounds silently forever in my heart
And will never vanish away
For the goodness that I have become because of your love
Will always be there
Keeps reminding me
That I should be grateful and happy
Not because I lost that love
But because for once in my life
That feeling lived in my heart
And made me happy
I will never forget you
And I am sorry.
