She hated everyone, but you. She couldn't hate you, how could she hate the love of her life?
Nothing compared, nothing made sense.
She was a lonely girl, nobody had ever payed much attention to her. She wasn't necessarily the outcast, but boy did she feel like it.
You made her feel different, you made her feel like she wasn't so fucking worthless. You gave her the light she wished she had saw earlier, you gave her the courage she needed to actually accomplish things.
You, were her savior. You thought so little of yourself, you thought the world was out to get you. Truthfully, she hated seeing you like this. She hated you for not seeing things her way, and understanding there was nothing wrong with you, and that you were fucking perfect .
In the beginning, she felt as if you were tricking her, she felt as if you were much too good for her. She felt as if you were only talking to her because of the pity you felt. Then, you pulled through and explained your reasoning for staying. You had claimed you loved her. You had claimed that no matter what would come in their way, you would get through it, as lovers should.
She believed you, she believed every word that came out of your mouth, because you made it seem like you'd never lie to her, who would do that to someone they truly adored?
Every time she saw you, her heart ran a mile, and strung her around. Every time she saw you, an automatic smile would appear on her face, no matter what mood she was in.
You were the happiness she had been looking for, you were the diamond in the ruff she had been looking and striving for, for so long. You had made it seem like a safe place in your arms. You had made it seem like she was for you, and no matter what happened, you would always love her.
You became a constant thought that ran through her mind every second of the day, she began craving you, and she hoped you'd do the same for her. Nothing could tear you two apart, she'd say to herself every night before she drifted off into slumber.
Morning after morning, she'd wake up and greet you with those enchanting words "Good morning, sweetheart, I LOVE you have a wonderful day"
You'd think you'd believe her if she said it every single day, and didn't mean it any less than the day before. She wanted what was best for you, God all she wanted was for you to be happy. You're her happiness, and let someone try and take her happiness away.
The feelings she had for you were beyond any feeling she had ever felt, she wouldn't even consider this love, it was more like she needed you, she trusted you to stay. She wanted everything to do with you, even the bad things, she adored about you.
You hated the way you looked, but she couldn't see why. She thought you were absolutely handsome, she thought you were enchantingly wonderful. She could see nothing wrong with you, but you saw everything wrong with yourself. She wanted to help you, she wanted to fix it all.
She had failed what she had came to do. She felt absolutely pathetic. She felt disgusted with herself. She wanted to give up.
She needs you. She loves you. She would give her life to make sure yours was in safe hands. She fucking wants you back more than anything. You're hers, you should realize that.
