King Kunta

Intro + part 1

You know things aren't what they seem until you actually see them.
"But if your blind then can you really grasp the fact that you can't see the way things really are".
Like moths to a flame you have to keep going towards the pain to know the actual pain that the light is not the sun but when your blind you can't see the truth only what you think the truth is.
"That's why it's so hard to talk to skin deep people because they're about as well as a handbook that doesn't tell you what to do in details but at least you get the idea of what to do. Nothing but letters making sentences that don't have anything in between".

Part 1 : practice
Look we still have a mile warm up and another 2 then our mile cool down.
(Sighs utterly but not truthfully)
Sometimes I like to tell myself that my mind is awake and my body is asleep because the only thing holding me back is my mind. My Body is just my urn giving me the shape that I need to do the things I want from time to time I suppose.
Choked up on a question because to comprehend something that fast and make something up to say just as fast is just the whole spectrum of elite social skills. Imagine a lean 14year old with big ears,dark humor,dark soul and mind,and slightly ambitious trying to start a conversation in a crowd of 2 or 3 when the 1st person can't even hear what you said even though you didn't want the 2 or 3 to hear. So I looked at you and you asked me for a hug and we kept walking because I was a little mad because you left me earlier to go to choir and didn't tell me a thing when all you had to do is turn around and tell me even though I heard because I was walking behind you and you told your friend,when I told you how I felt,you told me you did tell me. That was just a different reality for when I was walking right beside you.
So walking with you after school and we keep walking. We stopped in the parking lot inbetween 2 cars. You had to leave and I didn't really feel like hugging but you insisted. I put my arms around your waists and snuggled my head in your right shoulder. I felt heaven on a pillow just wished it lasted longer. Smelling your clothing and hair just had me in an odd fixation for you. As our heads were still close to each other; You were the first one to try and kiss me. You did ,you succeeded in letting me fall for you again, we've been going out for 4 months already and yeah I've kissed you before but now that school has started we don't have enough time. I enjoyed every second of having you in my arms and your lips on mine.
I can tell you that this has no connection with the running other than the fact that I haven't started practice. Just daydreaming about you again.
Sometimes I wish you weren't skin deep but then I figure it's the main reason you went out with me so I fully excepted that but sometimes I do see something that's not skin deep,but real and pure emotion,and I mainly see it when we're fully submerged in each other's love and the fact that we're going out.

Why am I still talking about this,still have to run. Jog anyway. So why am I calling this king kunta.
I heard a legend that a slave tried to run away 7 times before getting his legs cut off. I want to keep the legend going so I call my running shoes kunta's . I know it's mellow dramatic but I like it because I like to think that I have to keep running and I only have 7 chances at being my best or my legs will metaphorically get cut off and my dreams of running would be left astray.
Just food for thought I suppose but life continues so the story will too, its over