11:11 is a perfect time to make a wish it is actually quite encouraged but when I am with you the wishes never stop they come in sixty per second I wish I could get them stop so I could fully enjoy you and your body and mind and everything beautiful that you bring but that isn't what happens I just keep getting these moments of I want time to freeze if we ever make it to look at the stars we'll see completely different things for sure you'll see space and the lights it brings I'll see the sun laying next to me and the moments just increase like a meteor could hit and I'd die completely happy even if you did too and it makes me sick because I can't let anything happen to you we could go on a picnic and I'll wish the lesser sun would go away so I can sit and stare at you its a hopeless pattern we watch movies and I wish I thought to film you just so I could watch you over and over again we just hug and I wish your touch would burn into my skin we can be in middle of a fight and I wish I could always make you happy yet when we're apart I have one wish always the same I wish we could be together and last forever