Hello! My name is Emily Peterson. I feel like nobody loves me. Not even God. The bad thing is that I have cancer. Nobody will ever love me like my mom did! And plus I am bold. I hate being bold because at school there call me boldly. And when I try to be normal I just barf. I just hate myself. Why just why sometimes I wish I would die? I know nobody loves me. I feel like I am burning inside and suffering. Not just from cancer from God because if God loved me enough!! I would not be suffering from cancer. I am in so much pain. I pray everyday for God to help me and all God is doing is nothing. Why God, Why does God have to put me in so much trouble. God gave me such a good life then when my mom died??? Everything change I got cancer on my heart because I was shock that my mom die. I was so heart broken, I thought I would never lose her.
To be continued
