I am here with a cup of hot chocolate. Looking at the horizons and a beautiful sunset. I was staring at her in my mind. She's just amazing. Her eyes, her nose, her hair, her smell, her gentleness, her voice, her tone, her soft hands, her skin, every detail about her. I love to stay for awhile, look at her and memorize everything. I am so mesmerized. I dream about her every night, and if only I had the power to control things, I will stay in sleep forever so I can be with her 'til eternity. I long to whisper the words, "I love you" while I hug her tight and placing thy cheeks onto hers. Her warmth keeps me away from the coldness of the night and from the wrath of realities that kills the whole of me. The silence that I always hear is not a sign of fear but of a peaceful place where it serenades my shattered soul.
I love you and everything about you. None of your mistakes nor imperfections will change these feelings. Rather, it made me love you more, beyond measures of time. Pardon me for the things that I'm typing now if it can't describe the whole of you. As I said, you are beyond my capacity. However, you will always be that girl who I want to spent my days with.
You will always be that one who I want to watch movies with, who I want to eat popcorns with, who I want to hold hands with, who I want to have arguments with. The only person who I want to surprise with a bunch of flowers outside her house even in an ordinary day. You are the only person who I want to make sandwich with and eat it in a park, while looking at the birds in the skies.
Seeing your genuine smile and hearing your laughters are my source of contentment. You are my everything. You're the simplicity in all complications, the right in all wrongs and the truth behind all lies. If only the stars at night can speak, they will tell how happy I am while we both race in counting them. I love the feeling of your head on my shoulders while we lay there on the roof. The scent of your hair will always be my favorite. Those are the moments that you also hold my hand and I'll kiss yours - thanks for finding it cute.
Thank you for being you everytime you're with me. I love it that way because I know by then how much you trust me. I love you, so much that you're the best reason that I can decipher when I wake up in the morning. I needed not to worry about my phone if you texted me, called me or not at all because before I open my eyes, I am sure that you are there thinking of me too. But I still thank you for not getting tired in greeting me a "Good morning" everyday. This is love right? You are my definition of love. For only in you where I can feel these emotions beyond words.
Again, I love you, and I will never get tired doing that. Why? Because in this life, that is the easiest thing to do. No ones perfect. Nobody can ever be one. But believe me, we can make every moment perfect. Just hold on. I promise not to lose my grip. I love those eyes of yours when I say those things, it mirrors your personality and that includes your trust in me. I don't want to think how long nor how far can we get. Because at this very moment, I just want to spend every second with you. I just want to make the best today. I don't want to worry about tomorrow.
Now that I'm sitting here beside you, I promise to fight for everything. If there will come a time that I'll accidentally or I meant to hurt you, I pray that you can forgive me and love me the same. If there will be fights and arguments that'll happen between us, I promise to settle it with you before the day ends. I want to thank you for all the chances, for forgiving me, for understanding me and my immaturities. You always say sorry when you do the same, but trust me, I love you still. I like your way of being possesive, not because, you want the whole of me alone but because you don't hurt anyone by being so. You always let me have time with the people I love without thinking of anything because you know, it makes me happy. I like your way of being jealous. It's so cute because you don't get mad at the people you are jealous of nor even to me. You get jealous so that I'll have a reason to be sweeter. Thank you for not giving me headaches because of jealousy. You handled it right.
Tonight, I'll be seeing you in my dreams again. And I'm thankful because when I wake up and be with you, it's a good manifestation that dreams do come true. Let's sing together with this hymn. You write the notes and chords, and I promise to play it well. You are the music that my heart plays. You are the keys in my piano and the strings of my guitar. You are my tune and my lyrics. You are the rhythm, the base, the lead. You are what I write and I am yours - today, later and tomorrow... for tomorrows never end.
I think I've said enough.
"I love you. I love you so."
~Mia
