Smart As Sexy, Barsco (unfinished/will not be finished)

Chapter 12

Cisco POV.
I can't do this. I don't want it to happen like this. Barry wouldn't be doing this with me if he wasn't drunk.  He can't Love me. No one loves me, not really. Even if he does Love me he won't love me after this. This will show him the coward that I really am. This will show him that I'm not worth his love. I was never shown love growing up. I didn't even know what love was until middle school. I had a crush on a girl. But she ended up dating my brother. Since then if I ever liked someone I pushed my feelings deep down because I didn't want to get hurt again. Maybe I was right to do it. Maybe I should have pushed my feelings for Barry down. I tried at first. But Barry... Barry was different. He wasn't just a middle school crush. When I first saw him I could see me having future with him. I knew then that he was the one. When he kissed me I ran away. I ran away because I'm a coward. I ran away because I'm afraid of love. And I ran now. I ran straight out onto the road and waited. Love is the force that creates life. Today will it be force that ends it?

Barry POV.

I search the entire house. Cisco isn't there. I run outside and freeze. Cisco is walking onto the road. I tell my body to run but I can't. For the second time in my life I am useless. For the second time in my life I am going to watch a person I care about die.