so life seems to be terrible.
I found out news I never wanted to hear, and it haunts me every day.
it still hurts. but other than that I have like 4 possible relationships that could happen in the future.
a part of me completely disagrees that a freshman and a senior could ever make it work. another part is like "ehhh."
and then there's a girl. and a guy. in the same grade, but not my grade? If that makes sense.
but I've had so much drama lately I don't know what to think of anything.
I mean, the one relationship I ever cared about for the past four years completely tore me apart and changed my future relationships.
my trust was lost. the love was broken.
but ig I've been getting better? at this whole life thing that is. and I guess I can say it's through help of friends and sadly doctors.
yay.
(^__^) han
