Journal of a troubled teenager

A/N: new story

Lights, Camera, Action.

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                            September 3,2013

Hey Adam,

Saying dear journal sounds alittle too boring for me, so instead I'm going to name you, Adam. Not the best name for an inanimate object but whose judging.

I'm not really the person that would spill out my guts to people so this is kind of hard. I'm more of an suffer in silence type. And yes, I did use a Twilight reference. I've read it and I regret nothing. But my point is, I don't  write down my feelings and secrets so that one day someone's greedy hands happens to obtained you. It would cause a load of choas and I'm not up to deal with that load of drama. I can barely stand the drama that happen in spanish soap-operas.

Why did Maria de Jesus runaway from Juan Miguel after they just got married the episode before? Porque Maria! Porque!!!

Oops, sorry I got alittle sidetracked there. That tends to happen a lot.

You have been warned.

So to sum it all up, I'm not entirely comfortable with all of this. Plus I'm eighteen years old!!!! What eighteen year old do you know still has a journal?

Oh yeah, thats right; ME!!! I'm suppose to be outside, exploring the new world, enjoyin-

Wait who am I kidding? I barely did that before.

Of course I've been to parties and all don't think that I'm a hermit although, that doesn't sound like a bad idea now.

* shakes head side to side*

Crap! I don't even remember what I was talking about!!

*Skims over what was previoulsy written, searching for clues on what was I talking about before*

Okay, so I think I was on the part where I was talking (not literally) about going to parties and all.

I'm a teenager so I've been to parties, football games and dances, its just that I have my moments where i tend to be.......How do I put this? Less than normal.

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Wow, that was a lame description.

All I could come up with was less than normal.

That reminds me of the episode when Sam Winchester said, " That's not natural" instead of saying, "Supernatural"

That was brilliant. Applause to Jared Padalecki!

ARGHHHHHHHH

I keep getting distracted.

I don't know how I manage through the three years of high school. Guess you could call that luck.

Ahh talking about luck. This will be my senoir year. The year where I can finally get out of that hellhole they call school and say Adios to..well...everybody.

I just have to make it through this school year and finito. However, I have a strong feeling I won't come out in one piece.

But we can always hope.

Oh! Apparently, there is a rumor going around that "bad boy", Nathaniel Parker, just moved back to this town. I never really knew why he left because all the stories just sounded plain ridiculous.

Not really interested so it didn't bother me if he stay or left. And it won't be any different this year if he doesn't get in my way.

In other news, I manage to score two tickets to Icon for hire concert!

*internal squeals*

Just kidding! Sadly, I didn't have the money for it. I'm not those kids that have rich parents and can spends as much money as they want and not worry about nothing. I have college to think about and about living arrangements.I only have one year. This is reality Adam and truthfully I gotta say, it sucks sooo bad. I mean prices are crazy here, I can't just buy whatever I want and not think about the other things im sacrifings.

Gotta get the needs before the wants.

Ewww, I'm starting to sound like my Finance/ Economics teacher.

Even though she was crazy, she knew what she was talking about.

This entrie went from me writing all willy-nilly to some serious talk about life.

Oh well.

*shrugs shoulder*

Well I'm tired and its like 11:00pm.

I'm going to shower and watch some Supernatural with my two friends, Ben and Jerry.

Goodnight Adam.

WAAIT!! I FORGOT TO DO MY HOMEWORK.

There go my plans for the night. T_ T

Oh! I almost forgot, my name is Aurora.

See ya

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I let out a sigh closing adam, putting him away somewhere where no one would find him.

That wasn't so bad as I thought it would be. Maybe this would actually be a good thing for me.

I stretched my arms above my head letting out a loud yawn. My eyes started to feel heavy and I don't think I'll be able to do my homework or watch Supernatural.

Screw it, I'm to tired to do anything.

I changed out of my clothes and into some comfortable pyjamas before jumping onto my bed and into my cold covers.

I could to my homework tomorrow instead, but I highly doubt that.

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Soooo what do you think? I had this idea during class and I thought it was brilliant. Leave a comment, vote and other stuff.