Depression

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Now im in my room wrighting this paper becouse im trying to forget, and im surrounded by my own thoughts and is probally never gonna get better. I have another bestfriend becouse shes going to the same thing and and shes a lot better than me and is trying to help me. I love her and ive been friends with her for about a year becouse shes been bullied, Raped, Been cheated on and just so much shit to her. But shes geting better. 

And i know how those are excpet i never been raped but my Dad on my Mom for about 3 months in 2012 but there finally made up and still together so thats taking care of. 

I get a different feeling with her now more than my ex bestfriend. Its more like a strong feeling and she cares about me the most. She loves me and i love her, shes a perfect best freind and i couldent ask for anyone better. Shes always there for me, literly ive gotton much better from her also. And im trying to help her as well. 

But sitting here in my pool of thoughts trying not to end it all, im still lonely my best freind is out of town and i just dont know what to do honestly. 

To be honest i have the fear of my own Doubt, Anxiety, and life in general and its hard. 

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