Oblivious - Larry AU

Confessions

The day Louis admitted he was gay to me was the day I started questioning myself. All these strange feelings, could I possibly be gay. Surely not. I have most certainly liked girls.

And that's how I came to the conclusion that I was bi sexual and liked the Louis Tomlinson. It definitely took its toll on me. I became sad and anxious that someone would find put and hate me for who I am. So the day I admitted that I was bi to my best friend was not an easy one.

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It was a Friday morning and our recess break had just started. I had butterflies in my stomach and was shaking. Liam, Zayn, Niall, Louis and I all go to the same all boys school. Once I had figured out I was bi, I told Niall, my closest friend not including Louis. He was the one who told me to tell Louis I was bi. So that's what I had planned to do. I took Louis aside and told him.

"Louis, I need to tell you something."

"Okay?"

"Um I'm pretty sure that I'm bi" and once I started the sentence, I knew it wouldn't easily be finished. My voice cracked at the end of the sentence and I couldn't help it any longer. I burst into tears.

"Oh Hazza" Louis hugged me which slightly helped but at the same time didn't considering the situation we're in.

"Now we can be buddies!" I couldn't help but Laugh. Louis seems to always make everything a laughing matter.

And that's why I like him so much.

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From there it neither got easier nor harder. I had told Louis I liked a boy and from there all he did was nag.

"Why won't you tell me Harry? Don't you trust me?"

"No Louis that's not true,it's just complicated and I can't tell you." Niall gave me a look knowing what I was thinking

"Why is it complicated Harry? I don't see how it could be"

"Louis, it's awkward and embarrassing cause the persons in our group."

"So i know the person?" Louis raised his eyebrows at me

"Uh... Yeah very well" Louis sighed

"Then why won't you tell me"

"Fine I will" Niall looked at me and shook his head knowing Louis wouldn't return the feelings. He had a crush on Nick Grimshaw who was a couple years older

"Yay! I don't see why it's so awkward and embarrassing?" I sighed

"Cause it's you"

I hid my face too scared to see his reaction. I could tell by the silence he was shocked

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry but I can't help it. I know I made this whole thing awkward but..."

"Hey, hey it's alright. Come here" Niall gave me a sympathetic smile while Louis hugged me. "There's no need to be sorry"

And that's how this whole situation started out. I knew there was nothing I could do but wait to get over it, but how

"Have you told your parents" Once I had told Louis we decided to head to our lockers. I asked him the question that I was scared to do myself

"Yes they were actually really supportive of me. Have you or are you going to?" My face dropped

"No, you see my parents are catholic and they're also really strict. I'm not going to tell them unless I get a boyfriend but I'm going to tell Gemma, I think she'll support me" Louis hugged me again before leaving for his locker. How am I gonna tell Gemma?

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First chapter!

Might be a little while until the next. I'm trying to write ahead so I can update more!

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