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Into You
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It’s been days since that day, the day when she asked me for a kiss. I haven’t seen her since then but we still talk over the phone about nothing sensible at all. But we still do anyway. It’s like we just both enjoy the company of each other that staying on the phone all day without anything to talk about makes us happy. Well, it makes me happy but I’m not really sure if she is as well. Though I guess she is too since she’s the one who’s initiating the call.
*Bzzt~ *Bzzt~ the sound of my phone vibrating atop the wooden side table of my bed suggests that someone’s calling. It was already late night so the only person that comes to mind is her, who else could it be? Truth be told, my phone has never been this busy and honestly, I’ve been keeping it charged lately. I never used to do that. All because of her, because I am looking forward to her calls and messages.
“Moshi moshi~” her cute voice rang from the other side of the line. I hummed a reply as usual. “Asleep?”
“Nope.” I answered swiftly as I try to figure out what she’s doing through deciphering the sounds from her background, a habit I came to develop on our phone calls. It was all quiet like everything is all out sleeping. It’s almost midnight anyway.
“Why are you not asleep yet?” she asked with a sleepy voice.
“Uhh~~ can’t sleep.” I know you’d call and I was waiting for it. “Why are you still awake?”
“Hmm~~” she hummed like there was something on her mind. Should I ask about it? Or just wait for her to tell me about it? “I wanna see you.”
“Uhh~ it’s late. We can meet tomorrow if you like.” I shook my head in disbelief but that doesn’t mean I didn’t like it. She’s just too sweet. “Wait. Are you… drunk?”
“No… no… how could you say that?”
“Yeah you’re not. I thought so.” As of this moment, I’m already familiar on how she sounds when she’s sleepy, drunk, bored, and also if she’s into her normal teasing mode. But this one is somewhere between sleepy and something else that I know not. “I’m just making sure.”
“Hmm? I didn’t go out today. I don’t feel like going out.” Her sigh reached me.
“Oh… so you’re bored… ?? How about… hmm~ “
“About?”
“Nothing. Forget it.” Frustrating. I just can’t say it. There is this sting in me for failing to tell her what I really want to say. I can’t even bring my tongue to word out something as simple as wanting to meet her tomorrow or probably spend the day with her. Why do I feel like I might push her to do something she doesn’t want if I speak up? Why?
“Tell me.” Now there she goes again. “You wanna tell me something, right?”
“Nothing really.” I face-palmed regretfully. Thank God she can’t see me.
“You don’t have to feel restraint when talking to me you know. I like you. Anything you’ll say is fine with me.” Words seeps through me. It feels like I’m being unfair to her, am I? “Unless you don’t feel the same…”
“No… stop that thought. How many times do I have to tell you that I like you back?” voicing my real thoughts like that, I suddenly felt my fingers chill, I’m nervous.
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I Wanna Love You Forever
FanfictionThis is a story of meeting that one person who changes how she was, what she was, and who she was while trying to keep herself together. Acceptance, pretensions, and going in with the flow. Where will her heart take her? Will change lead to a happy...
