Visiting my parents at the cemetery.

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I was fast asleep and Chris came into my room..
"Hey baby are you awake?" He said.
"Yeah just waking up, why?" I said rubbing my eyes.
"Do you feel like doing anything today?" He asked.
"It depends what it is"
He kind of looked like he was nervous asking me for something reason.
"Do you want to visit your parents at the cemetery today?"
"Yeah sure" I said.
He put his hand on my head and started rubbing my head. He knew I was still hurting a lot.
"Get up and get dressed. I'll meet ya downstairs." He said.
"Okay..."

As I was getting dressed I felt something strange. I had my eyes closed for a while and saw both of my parents looking at me smiling... I opened my eyes and couldn't help but cry. I fell to the ground and wrapped my head around my arms.

Chris ran upstairs because he heard something.

"Hey sweetheart are you okay?"
"No... I think both of my parents sent me a sign of comfort and love.. like I had my eyes closed for a few seconds and all I saw was them standing there smiling at me"
I felt my heart break again.
"Aww it is telling you that they are still looking out for you, and they still love you no matter what. Come here, Hannah."
He held me so tight as I cried.
"Damn it I miss them. It is not fair...I just want all this heartache to go away. I can't take it anymore. Please help me, Chris.
"Hey hey shhhh... I am hear baby girl. I am here to hold you and give you comfort. Shhh it's okay" He said as he was rubbing my back.
"Let's head to my truck and start traveling to Ohio to the cemetery."
"Okay.. I love you, Chris."
"I love you too baby." He said while rubbing my shoulder with comfort.

(Later that day)
We had a 3 hour drive. I sat in the middle so I could be right next to Uncle Chris. I had my head on his left shoulder. My mind wouldn't stop wondering.

We arrived there and I felt a pain in my stomach. I knew I was going to get really upset again seeing them burried together.

"Hey Hannah you ready for this?"
"Yeah I think so" I said with tears.

As we walked towards the tombstones he had his arm rapped around my back with his hand on my shoulder.

As I approched them I was already fighting back tears. My heart was falling to my stomach...

"Hey mommy and daddy I miss you so freaking much" I said starting to cry.
Chris had to run back to the car. I knew he was hurting too.
I got down on my hands and knees and starting sobbing...
"Ugggg I miss you guys so much."
Chris came running up to me because he knew what was going on. He got diwn on his knees and grabbed me.
"Shhhh baby girl, shhhh I'm here"
"I need them. This isn't fair... please bring them back." I said crying.
"I'm so sorry honey I wish I could bring them back, but I can't" He said as he starting to cry too.
"I'm sorry, Chris. I didn't mean to make you cry." I said as I wipped his tears off his face.
"It is not your fault baby girl. I miss them too." He started to cry even more.

We sat and held each other through the pain and heartache we were both feeling.

"Hey I love you, Chris..." I said feeling sick to my stomach.
"I love you too..." He said.
"Are you okay Uncle Chris?"
"Just hurting"
"I'm sorry. This is all my fault..." I said crying.
"No it's not sweetie. I promise. I love you to the moon and back..." He said.
"Love you too..."

We went back to his truck and I got in and sat down quietly...

"Hey sweetie, are you okay?"
"Yeah..."
"Please don't lie to me... please tell me."
"No I am fine Uncle Chris..." I said.

He was looking at me like he knew something else was wrong... to be honest I was hiding something from him. I didn't want to worry him anymore, so I am not telling him yet.




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