Runaway

Goodbye

I looked into those beautiful eyes and saw a whole new person In front of me, someone who looked like a family man. A person who's wise and caring. Someone who i WOULD love until my last breath... But things change and so they did when he spoke those words any she-wolf would be terrified to hear.

He growled and spoke the dreadful words.

"YOUR MY MATE?! Why would the moon goddess pair me with such an UGLY... OBESE...SLUTTY FREAK? Your a pathetic excuse for a wolf and mate and i wish you died instead of my parents!"

Everyone gasped, even my brother. I swore i could see regret in his eye but it left as quick as it came, instead he stood there emotionless, almost as if he was frozen in one place.

I whimpered at his words, the words that wouldn't stop running through my head. The words that were ripping my heart into two, the words that kill me on the inside. They cut my heart like a silver dagger.

Ugly? My papa told me i was the prettiest princess in my land, oh papa why did you lie?

Fat? I don't see how i could be fat when most of the time i get starved?

Slutty? I've never even had a boyfriend how can i be a slut?

I took all the last bit of bravery i had and said...

" Fate brought us together and fate ripped us apart. I tried my best to please everyone. I couldn't stop the rouges i hadn't even shifted! I would of died and i wish i did too, because then i wouldn't had to go through all the beatings, the comments, the Abuse and the rejection. I wish everyone would realise I'm not a bad person, i tried so hard to have hope that one day you'll realise how bad your hurting me. Of course you didn't and now all i have left is my heart, but of course thats damaged too."

By now tears were streaming down my face, i turned and ran for the pack house not taking a look back.

I arrived at the place i call 'home' and ran to my make-shift room, i had to be quick.

'Im sorry' i said to faith

'Its not your fault child, your heart is pure and his is not although i will never hate him i will never forgive what he put you through'

With a satisfied sigh of how my apology went i took my duffel bag and threw everything i have (which isn't a lot) into it placing on top the picture of me, my mum, my dad and my brother... wow, I'm smiling. I haven't done that for a while, its like i've forgotten how.

I grabbed the paper and pen.

Dear everyone,

Im sorry i wasn't who you wish i would be and I'm sorry i wasn't what you classed 'pretty skinny or normal' but its okay now, you wont see me again. I've lost all reasons to stay and i give up on trying. Its tiring and I'm ready to rest.

Logan(my brother)- I'm sorry that our family was taken away from us but i want you to understand it wasn't my fault. Papa and mumma always told me that you'll make an amazing beta, and i can honestly say apart from everything involving me your a dedicated and amazing beta and I'm proud of you.

Blake- i thought that my mate would protect me but i know you wont. Im scared of my mate, the one person who i should feel safe around and it hurts my wolf to know you don't want her but i'll take care of her. I promise

Love

Olivia.

I folded the delicate paper and walked downstairs. I placed the letter on the kitchen table and walked towards the back door. I turned around and took one last look at my life, the life I'm leaving behind... or thats what i had hoped.