Through The Dark (Narry)

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A/N edit: i remade this note because i sounded really obnoxious and dumb lol. This is my first fic and I'm kinda new to writing stories so bear with me.

This is technically all just practice for me and I hope I can get better along the way!

Ps, I wrote this first chapter months ago (it's really confusing and weird i know) but i just recently updated and I think newer chapters will be much easier to understand than this one.

Thanks for reading and if you commented and voted it would mean a lot :D

(Also!! i edited this a little bit and fixed grammar mistakes)

Niall:

Harry Styles.

If only the boy knew what he did to me. Harry is one of the most popular boys in school. I catch myself staring at him everytime he's around. He's perfect. Perfect smile, perfect eyes, perfect everything.

He's what you might call a "ladies man".

I always see him with a new girl, as much as it hurts it's just something i have to live with.

One time i was sitting in the cafeteria with my best friend Liam. He was rambling on about his girlfriend Sophia. How she "ignored him" most of the time and how he didnt know if he could be with her anymore. I didnt hear whatever else he was saying.

Anyways, I stopped listening to Liam and focused my attention elsewhere: Harry. He was sitting opposite the table Liam and I were at. He was sorrounded by about 5 girls. He was making jokes and they were giggling at almost everything he said. God were they annoying.

I just stared at Harry. I didnt realise i was kind of drooling though. The one with probably the most makeup caked onto her small face noticed me gawking at the perfect boy. She gave me a smirk and looked back at Harry. She turned him so his back was facing me. What the hell is she doing? I thought.

She came closer to him and whispered something into his ear. She then looked back up at me and winked. She leaned down holding the back of his neck with her skinny hand and then she did it. She kissed Harry while looking at me. She deepened the kiss and he kissed her back. My heart sank. It was a sloppy, desperate kiss. Harry couldn't see me but she could.

She continued kissing Harry and then gave me the middle finger. I almost started to cry. Why? I dont know. What a bitch. She saw me staring at him and decided to kiss him right infront of me.

She pulled away and whispered into his ear and pointed my direction. Before Harry could turn around i bolted out of there.

There was no way I would let him know that it was me she was talking about. I remembered i left Liam in there, but it didnt matter. I went to the office, signed out and walked home. I was in such a bad mood. I was hurt and also really angry.

I hate remembering that day. It was awful. Anyways you get the point.

I've never caught his eye. Not once. He doesnt even know i exist. Which is kinda good for the fact that he doesnt have to see my ugly face staring at him all the time, but also dissapointing. I wish he knew who i was.

I shouldnt be surprised though. I'm a nobody. Why would someone so amazing notice me?

I sigh deeply and put the books that i dont need back into my locker. I start walking to my next class. Still thinking about you-know-who i dont even realize where i'm going. I'm snapped out of my train of thought by someone..a teacher, yelling at me. I quickly become aware that i walked into the wrong class. Shit.

"Excuse me, Mr. Horan? Niall. Hello?!" the teachers words become louder.

"Huh- oh, I- I uh... umm, sorry" I stutter. The whole room is looking at me. I dart my eyes nervously around the classroom when they land on...him.

Harry.

Our eyes meet eachother for the first time and it feels like time has stood still. His eyes are so.. Wow.

I'm such an idiot! I remembered i was in the wrong classroom. I looked at the teacher and then the annoyed students. I felt myself blush. God, why am i so stupid. How embarrassing!

I run quickly out of the room and go straight to the toilets. I lock myself in one of the empty stalls.

I realize nobody is in here but me. Great. Now i can cry like the dumb baby i am. I try to hold them back, but there's no use. The tears start flooding out and i begin to cry. Loudly. I muffle my sobs with the sleeve of my black jumper.

Why am i such an idiot? I just completely embarrassed myself infront of my crush! He saw me. He looked into my eyes. Oh god, he was probably thinking about how ugly I am! He must think i'm a freak. As weird as it is, somtimes i wish i was one of those hot sluts who he's always with. Atleast they got his attention.

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The day went by pretty slow. It was such a bad day. I just wanted to go home and cry some more. Why am i so sensitive?

So this morning, i embarrassed myself infront of Harry by walking into the wrong room and then ran away to go cry my eyes out.

At lunch, i went to the cafeteria and when i went to sit down, I was pushed down to the hard floor. I looked up to see who pushed me. It was Zach and his 2 friends. "Hey gay boy! You can't sit here!" he yelled.

He kicked me in the shin. "I'm not gay" i spat. I got up from the floor in pain when Daniel, one of the other guys smacked my bum. "You like that gay boy? Ha! Get outta here faggot". They laughed and sat down together. Ignoring what he said i sighed and half-limped out of the cafeteria. What a great day.

When I got home all I wanted to do was cry. I slumped up the stairs making my way to my bedroom and layed down on my bed.

I cried for what felt like hours and soon enough i became tired. A few quiet sobs later, i closed my tear filled eyes and fell asleep.

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