In Another Life Ω Ohmwrecker x Reader

Day 11 Ω Overthinking

My mind has been constantly drifting off ever since The Trapper visited. It was embarrassing for him to see me like this. A human. A weakling. But... I'm starting to like being like this. I know (Y/N) wouldn't like the real me anyway...

"Hello? Love?" (Y/N) called out snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Sorry love." I said and wrapped my arms around her waist. "I'm still tired." I leaned back onto the bed with her.

"Aww it's alright. So you don't wanna go out tonight?"

"H-huh?"

"We made plans yesterday after breakfast remember?" Shit I forgot, we were going to go out for dinner tonight. "We don't have to if you don't want to."

"N-no! We can still-"

"I thought you were tired?"

"I am! It's just-" (Y/N) interrupts me with a kiss. God her kisses are like a fucking drug.

"Don't worry, we can stay home. Jon and Evan were going out tonight too so we get the whole house to ourselves." She said with a smirk and winked. I smiled and pulled her in for another kiss. She giggled adorably. "Why so tired anyway? After breakfast, all you wanted to do was cuddle and sleep."

Because I'm trying savor all the time I can be with her before she finds out. "I-well.. umm.. we really just haven't cuddled since you ran away the first time. That's all."

She furrows her eyebrows and giggles as she held my hands. "You're too adorable I swear."

Time skip to dinner

"Wake up numb nuts!" (Y/N) shouted as she jumped onto me. I groaned and rubbed my tired eyes. "I finished dinner! It's not prepared like some fancy shmancy restaurant but I did it hehehe."

I sat up and pulled her in for a kiss as she straddled me. "Thank you love." We smiled and headed downstairs.

During dinner

(Y/N) made (favorite food). I actually really like it, probably the best meal I've had since I've been here. I wasn't really in the mood to talk though. The TV was on in the background. When the news came on, it shows Tyler's mugshot and recaps what he's being arrested for. Serves that fucker right.

(Y/N) looked away at the TV with a disgusted look. I then felt her gaze on me. "Love, are you ok? You've been really quiet."

I stopped playing with my utensils and look up. "Yea why?"

"Nothing.. just thought you'd be a bit more chatty tonight."

"Sorry love.. I've just been thinking a lot lately." I said and pulled her next to me.

"About what? Maybe I can he-"

"There's nothing you can do (Y/N). I'm fine though really! As long as you're here, I'll be fine."

"But love, what's bothering you?" I'm not ready to lose her.. I don't think I'll ever be.

"I-I can't say.."

She rolled her eyes. "You're doing it again."

"D-Doing what?"

"Not telling me everything."

"I just don't want you to get involved."

"Love, I gave you a second chance because I thought you'd stop doing this. Please tell me.." She looked up with puppy dog eyes. Her (E/C) eyes were slightly glossy. I couldn't resist not kissing her.. I caressed her face and brought her even closer. Right before our lips were about to connect, she retreated. "Not until you tell me what's wrong."

I let out a huge sigh. "I've just been thinking about my past."

"What happened in the past that's affecting your mood now?"

I swallowed the lump in my throats hoping she won't ask to go into detail. "I didn't live a great life. A friend of mine, Evan, not the one you know, another Evan, uhh called me the other day. He said some nasty shit, bringing up past mistakes and stuff."

"Well fuck him." She said in the most cutest yet tough voice. "You have me. And I have you. Didn't you just say that's all you needed?" Her giggle warmed my heart making me smile.

I kissed the top of her head in reply. "Of course."

After dinner

I headed back up to the bedroom waiting for (Y/N) to finish the dishes. I tried to help but I ended up dropping a lot of Jon's plates..

I stared at the hand that lets me control time. "If you don't wanna be with me anymore then fine, I hope you rot in hell slut!" That one scene from way back when replayed in my mind. It was the first day I saw (Y/N) in my human form, and the first time she died right in front of my eyes.

I started to tear up at the thought of losing her again. If I don't kill her, Tyler does. But why does she have to go?! I cupped my face and felt tears run down. A week ago I wanted was to go back to my original form. Now all I want is to stay here and protect someone I nearly killed years ago.

"Love?" (Y/N) said and slowly opened the door. When I looked up, my teary eyes were exposed and she ran to me with a hug. "Love what's wrong?!" She said as her hands ran through my brown hair. I held her close to me taking in her sweet scent.

I wiped my face of my tears and looked up. "(Y/N), would you still love me despite my past mistakes?"

That's when she smashed her lips against mines. "I blindly went after you without even knowing a single thing about you. And it was the best decision I've made in years. Whatever it was, leave it in the past. Let's look forward to our future.. together." She smiled and we broke the hug then shifted over to the bed to fully lay down and cuddle. "I love you~"

I couldn't help but smile as my tears continued run down. "I love you more."

"Nope. Not having this fight with you. I love you more. Case closed." She sasses and got up. She covers her mouth like she's trying to prevent something from coming out. "Sorry.. I've been feeling sick all day. I'll be right back." She runs to our bathroom and slams the door.

Leaving me alone with my thoughts again, I thought about my choices. I want to be with her, protect her. But what if one day I lose control again and I can't come back? I can't let her see me like that. Should I just leave?