Harry Styles - Sad Imagine

(Y/N) POV

"Harry, I love you" he softly kisses me on the lips.

"I love you too, baby" I give him a kiss on the lips.

Laying next to him and cuddling up to his chest, makes me feel safe. I am in the moment and forget all the surrounding me only with him the love of my life. I still can't believe we have been married for 3 years and we are happily together and nothing could distroy that. After laying down I slowly fall asleep.

I wake up to no one beside me, cold as I feel for any arms and legs. But there was nothing, he was no where to be found. I slip out of bed to go search for him.

HARRY POV

What am I going to tell her what am I going to do? I leave in the morning to go on tour for the latest album and she doesn't even know. I was about to tell her until I heard soft little snores next to me and there is nothing I can do now. I truely love her and I would do anything for her, and now I have to leave her I only wish something could change. The night before was the best night of my life. I wish nothing would change between us, after all of these years we have together just us too. Her smell, her lips, her smile, those eyes that I would look through to see her beautiful soul. I love her and she is my everything.

*The night before* FLASH BACK

"Harry I love you so much, I want you so bad." she said to me it made me smirk into her neck softly kissing it.

I moan into her neck trying to say it back. I quickly lift her up off of her feet towards the bed. I lay her down slowly laying on top of her. I pull her top over her head seeing her beautiful toned flat stomach and kissing all over it. She lets out a moan from her mouth. She slowly lifts my head to take off my top and slide her fingers down my stomach across my butterfly tattoo making her way down to my jeans and tease me.

(Y/N)?? I groan through my teeth. She giggles at me. I pulled down my jeans as well as my boxers, before she teases me again.

We are fully naked and I just can't stop now. I slowly enter her, she moans my name.

"HARRY" she screams, lucky we don't have neighbours.

I pick up the speed and I finally release in side her and after she releases too.

We laying back and cuddled till we fall asleep.

*FLASH BACK OVER*

"Fuck, Shit hell I forgot the condom shit. I am going on tour for 9 months." I whisper to myself making sure I don't wake her. I try to close my eyes to sleep but I can't because I am going to leave her for so long and I won't be with her.

(Y/N) POV

When I look all over the house for him, I finally see a note on the kitchen table.

Dear my beautiful baby girl.

I am sorry for not telling you but I have to go on tour I really didn't want to leave you. Just the thought of it makes me want to cry. I tried my hardest to get of it but I can't. I will visited as much as possibe, I know this is going to be hard you and to deal without me for 9 months. just promise me that you will take care of yourself. I promise to call you and skype you every day just to see your face and for you to smile when you see me will just make me smile and I am going to miss you like crazy but don't worry I will back, right back by your side when I came back. Please don't be mad at me for telling you through this note. I just didn't want to you to cry when I would have.I want to hold you tight in my arms so I know you are safe and nothing to you. Don't worry babe I'll be back for you and you'll be in my arms again.

I will always and forever love you with all my heart.

Love your Harry. xoxoxo

P.S.

Do you know that I love you? I probably already told you, but I'm going to keep saying it. There is no lies in these words, not one bit. You smile keeps me alive, is one more reason to keep fighting. I would give you my soul for comfort, even if it leaves me dark and cold and when I hold you close, I can feel your heart beat fast, and I think to myself... I've found that 'Someone' at last even if has been 3 increible years. I love you.

I think I am going to cry, he didn't even tell me and I am here all by myself. I wanted to wake up to him raspy morning voice and cuddle me in bed. I just want to broke down and never get up till he is back. He would never do this to me but why now when I need him the most. I pulled myself to the couch and turn the TV on but on mute as it was only the news and see my phone on the table. I scroll through the contacts till I see his name. I clicked the screen and hear it ring and ring and ring and ring...

...

He would never forget to pick up his phone what is going down. I place my phone on the coffee table and look at the TV. I scream the loudest I have ever down. I turn the TV up so I could hear.

"We have been in formed of a plane crash with the one and only One Direction on the plane, we will found out shortly for the crash site and if there are any survivors." the lady on the TV says.

Tears falling down my face one after another. "No no no no no. This must be a dream please baby please be alive for me I love you." I said to myself.

The news lady comes back with the news. "We have been in form only 4 of One Direction are alive, only one of them didn't make it as they were rushed to hospital. The crash was just as the plane when being taken off, only in the for 20 mins of the ride, one of the engines exploded. We are sorry for the loved of ones and fans of One Direction and we will be notified which one has been passed away. The tour has been cancelled as from this crash. Thank you listening and have a good day." I shut the TV off and runs to Harry and I's bedroom and jump in the bed and cry until I have no tears left. I lay on his half of the bed and smell his scent in the pillow. I slowly drift to sleep.